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The sound of the rain outside makes me calm, it maybe weird but I love the rain, everything about it seems so fascinating.
Reading a book while drinking a cup of coffee is what I'm doing right now and I'm thinking what to do for the rest of my vacation I could go anywhere I want to work outside of the country but my heart keep on saying that I should stay here maybe because I still can't move on from the past. That I Can-
Ill do it all, everything on our own,we don't need anything or anyone.
My phone started ringing, hearing his favorite song makes me smile so I reached for my phone and smiled when I knew who was calling.
"Hey" I answered "huwag mo akong ma hey hey diyan,kailan mo bang balak ipaalam kung nasaan ka,hah?! "She answered.
"One of these days. "I said. "At kailan naman ang one of the days na yan? Next year?! Kailangan mo nang magpakita, hinahanap ka na niya,Hindi ka pa ba nakaka move on ha?! " ," I'm trying okay, basta makikita niyo rin ako. " I answered "Ill call you back if I'm going back already"I added. "Okay, basta tawagan mo ka agad ako ha, we are all worried about you. Sige na, Bye". And she ended the call. Thinking about what happened years ago I didn't regret the choices that I made but still nakakapanghinayang. I went to my bed and held the picture frame in my bedside table, at doon sa picture na yon ay isang lalaki at babae na nag aakbayan and they are grinning happily in the camera, and right at this moment for 5 years umiyak ulit ako while hugging the frame. And I can't stop myself from crying that I totally forgot that I'm not alone in this house.When I heard my door creaked I immediately wiped my tears and a little boy's head peeped in my room "mom can I come in? " my son asked. "Sure baby, come here to mommy. " and he immediately went to me and sat beside me. "Bakit ka po umiiyak"he asked while his little fingers are wiping my tears. "May naalala lang si mommy eh"
Sagot ko pabalik " then can you stop remembering it so you won't cry again" he said. "Pero Hindi ko mapigilan baby eh" sabi ko sa kanya habang sinusuklay ko ang kanyang buhok. " then I will be here so your attention will only be on me at para Hindi kana umiyak mom.I really hate seeing you cry. " Hindi ko maiwasan na mapangiti sa sinabi nang anak ko. "Lets go to sleep mom." Sabi niya kaya kaagad kaming nahiga at kaagad ko siyang niyakap and we drifted to sleep peacefully.
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An/ sorry sa typos and grammar, this is my first ever story please support it.
