pumpkinjuice & lovepotion

Chapter 4.5

p.o.v. Ryan

I get up and gather my stuff, why would he leave like that? Did my potion work? I walk to my room dropping off my bag and everything. Being my bored self I walk upstairs. I saw Andy talking to Hagrid and butterflies started to fly in my stomach.

''hi Andy '' I say to him, damn that sounded super gay, he turned to me and stuttered his ''h-hi'' his stutter is cute, so cute. ''do you want to do something fun after class?'' I asked hopefully, he thought for a second and then answered with a sure. I smiled happily ''great! See you after class!'' I ran off to get a picnic ready. I grab a basket and sneak into the kitchen, grabbing food I think he'd maybe like. I walked outside, spread a blanket over the grass so Andy wouldn't get dirty and sat down in the grass. After five minutes I can't hold back and I start eating already, damn this is delicous.

After some time i see the most beautiful and smart boy walk towards me. He sits down on the blanket, he said a super cute hi back, ''hi'' I say, trying to look tough. I eat trying to get that tough I don't care look, but Andy himself looked at the flowers.

''so what do you want to do'' he asked after an awkward silence. ''sit and watch you eat'' I answered, shoving the basket to him. I sounded like a creepy person, shit don't run away Andy. He said a small and soft okay and then started to eat, I watched him and started to try to print every fine feature into my head. That sounds even creepier. I saw a slight blush appear and before I can stop myself I say a mean 'what' man I'm really bad at dates and acting normal. He stutters a beautiful 'nothing' and I feel the urge to jump him and kiss him.

I quickly grab myself some food and eat to keep myself from doing anything stupid. Andy stands up and says a hasty 'I'll be right back' before running off. What did I do wrong..?

I lay down trying to hear what was going on in the toilets Andy ran into, I hear puking and stare at the clouds. So that's how he got so skinny, he just ate and then threw it out. Rude, I stole that food for him. He has to stop it, he's perfect but he's too skinny... maybe he'll die if he goes on like this. Okay, new task Ryan, get your crush to eat and not puke. I hear him walking back and look up 'Andy' I try to sound serious but friendly which is kind of hard to do with his beautiful face looking at me. 'yeah?' Andy said questioning.

I decide to let my feelings talk for me ''you're perfect, why did you puke?' I notice my voice breaking, this is too emotional Ryan! Get your toughness together! 'I-I didn't feel well' Andy lied, obviously. 'you were feeling fine when you got here' I say, I mean I stared at his face and he was just happy and not even pale. 'I just didn't feel well, I probably ate too much' he said, I start feeling sick myself, that's a lie right? Did I make him sick? Oh no... I made him sick. I suddenly felt exhausted so I got up and said 'I'm going to bed' I walked to the dorms, why did I suddenly feel so tired...? I let myself fall on my bed and I immediately fell asleep.

As I slowly woke I heard the familiar noise of someone searching for food, I open my eyes, looking right into someone else's eyes. I was too tired to really see who it was so I just yelled 'joey get out. I'm not giving you my food' cause I stole it myself, it's my food for if I'm hungry, not his food not our food, it's MY food. I hear someone walk out but the person I look at keeps standing there, I hear a lock locking. And then suddenly I recognise him, its Andy.