DEVAKSHI SS-I AM READY TO SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR YOU

PART 5

NARRATOR'S POV:

Dev slowly opened the ICU door, his hands were badly shivering, his face was sweating, his body was trembling, as he was not mentally prepared to face the possible sight that he was going to witness. But still he felt an urgent desire to see his Sona. As he opened the door he saw her sitting up straight on the bed. She was slowly recovering. She appeared to be so weak and fragile that for once he doubted whether she was the same Sona he knew. He could understand how much pain she must have undergone for HIM and his mother. He sadly realized that he was always the sole reason of her sadness and worries. He had hurt her for the FIRST TIME by removing her from her job, by breaking up with her he had hurt her for the SECOND time. He hurt her for the THIRD time by breaking their marriage and for the FOURTH time by calling her a bad mother and questioning her character. He mentally promised himself not to hurt her in future. He just couldn't afford to be the reason of her pains for the FIFTH time. These thoughts brought fresh set of tears in his eyes and he felt like his knees were going weak, so he got seated on the chair kept near the bed. He slowly held her hands and started talking to her weak and slender body.

DEV: WHAT IS ALL THIS SONA? WHY DID YOU DO THIS? WHAT IS SO GREAT ABOUT ME AND MY FAMILY THAT YOU RISKED YOUR OWN LIFE FOR US.YOU DIDN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT OUR DAUGHTER ALSO.HOW DO YOU THINK SHE WILL BE ABLE TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU. HOW DO YOU THINK I WOULD BE ABLE TO LIVE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO YOU.WHY DO YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH SONA???????????,I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE LOVED BY YOU!!!!!!he started crying and his tears slowly started falling on her weak hands and with this Sona started to wake up from her small sleep.

SONA: DEV............,she called out to him.

Dev suddenly got attentive and moved towards her to hear her out.

DEV:YES SONA, IM RIGHT NEAR YOU,NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN OK,YOU TAKE REST.

SONA: DEV PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME .........I CANNOT MANAGE THIS ALONE,ITS PAINING DEV..........she started crying.

DEV:NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN AND I WONT LEAVE YOU FROM NOW ON.

SONA:THIS IS WHAT YOU SAID TO ME BEFORE OUR MARRIAGE WHEN YOU PROPOSED TO ME, she said wiping her tears. WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME DEV. YOU KNOW, HOW ALONE I WAS. HOW BAD I FELT TO KNOW THAT I WAS CARRYING YOUR CHILD BUT STILL COULDN'T INFORM YOU ABOUT IT AND NOW YOU ARE TELLING THAT YOU WON'T LEAVE ME.

DEV: THAT WAS 7 YEARS AGO, BUT I HAVE LEARNED A LOT NOW. THESE 7 YEARS WERE LIKE HELL FOR ME AND TRUST ME MY CONDITION WAS MUCH WORSE THAN YOURS.

SONA: YA THAT'S WHY YOU WERE ENJOYING IN THAT ROOM WITH YOUR NEW GF SHRUTHI.

DEV:SHRUTI IS NOT MY GF, he said to her in a painful voice.

SONA: THEN WHAT WERE YOU DOING WITH HER INSIDE THAT HOTEL ROOM?she asked him.

DEV: THERE IS NOTHING SONA........... I WAS JUST TRYING TO PROVE YOUR ABSENCE OR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE DOESN'T MATTER ME BUT THAT WAS NOT THE TRUTH. EVERY SECOND I SAW YOU I WAS NEVER ABLE TO CONTROL MYSELF AND THIS ALWAYS ANGERS ME MORE AND THAT'S WHY I ALWAYS WANTED TO TROUBLE YOU BECAUSE I WANTED YOU TO BE ANNOYED AND TENSED JUST LIKE ME.

SONA: THAT'S WHY YOU SHOUTED ON ME BY SAYING THAT IM A BAD MOM AND IM A ...............she couldn't complete her words as she couldn't utter those horrible words from her mouth and she again started crying. WHY DID YOU SAY ALL THAT TO ME, DEV???????

DEV: BECUZ I LOVE YOU DAMMIT!!!!!!!!he shouted at the top of his lungs, I STILL LOVE YOU A LOT AND I CANNOT SEE YOU WITH ANYONE ELSE. I NEED YOU FOR MYSELF AND WHATEVER HAPPENS I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU.

Just as Dev said that Sona started crying more and Dev went and hugged her to himself like there is no tomorrow. But still she did not stop crying. She kept digging her face to Dev's broad chest soaking his shirt in her tears. Seeing her condition even Dev couldn't stop crying. He was continuously kissing her tears and wiping it away but still tears were continuously flowing from her eyes. And that was it, he couldn't take it anymore, so to stop her cries and to fulfill his desires, he slowly kissed her lips being careful not to hurt her. And to his surprise she responded to his desires within no time. They kissed for almost five to ten minutes and by this time Sona became more active and was kissing him more wildly and sensing the situation he suddenly stopped the kiss and looked into her eyes and said,

DEV: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SONA, he said huskily. I'M SO SORRY THAT I FLIRTED WITH SO MANY GIRLS IN FRONT OF YOU. I PROMISE I WILL NEVER DO SUCH THINGS IN FRONT OF YOU IN FUTURE.

SONA: NOT ONLY IN FRONT OF ME BUT YOU SHOULD NOT FLIRT IN MY ABSENCE ALSO, she pouted cutely.

DEV: I AM NOT SURE OF THAT, YOU KNOW THAT I'M HOT AND HANSOME, SO EVEN IF I CONTROL, OTHERS MAYNOT BE ABLE TO CONTROL THEIR DESIRES, he said almost teasing her.

SONA: ACHA FINE, AFTER FLIRTING YOU WILL COME BACK TO ME ONLY, THAT TIME I'LL SHOW YOU, she said slowly pushing him.

After saying this both Dev and Sona started laughing and the whole room was filled with their laughter and they both hugged each other once again. Drowning in the feeling Sona said to Dev- I LOVE YOU DEV.

DEV:I LOVE YOU TOO SONA saying so he pecked her lips. I WILL GO AND BRING SUHANA, YOU TAKE REST.

AFTER SOME TIME,

Dev brought Suhana inside and upon seeing Sona she jumped on her almost hurting her.

SONA: OOCH!!!!!!!

SUHANA: MAMMA....... ARE YOU ALRIGHT, I'M SO SORRY, she exclaimed nervously.

SONA: MUMMA IS FINE DEAR, HOW ARE YOU.

SUHANA: I'M FINE, I WILL PRAY FOR YOU MAMMA, SO THAT YOU BECOME ALRIGHT, saying so she hugged her mother.

Seeing this Dev felt heavenly, this sight was something that his eyes were starving to see for the past seven years. HIS OWN TINY MINY FAMILY- the sight that was just a dream some hours ago was the reality of the present moment. He was so happy that he ran and hugged his two girls all for himself completing his dream of his TINY KHARGOSH FAMILY THAT CONSISTED OF PAPPA KHARGOSH, MAMMA KHARGOSH AND THEIR TINY MINY KHARGOSH.

THIS STORY HAS JUST ONE MORE PART TO GO WHICH WILL BE AN EPILOGUE.