We were together for a long time.
He couldn't be doing this. He couldn't be doing this to me.
"Just stop the crying, Toby." The man frowned with pitty washing his face. "You need to move on."
But what if I don't want to move on? What if moving on only would make things worse?
"But.. Tim."
"Please don't make things more difficult, " Tim sighed and closed his eyes for a moment.
My mind couldn't take this, or maybe I didn't want to admit it.
"All the moments we passed together.. just to come here and tell me this?" My sweaty hands shook by my Tourette's. My eyes were glued to his dissapointed dark ones. Eyes that used to shine with love and joy.
"I'm sorry, but I don't feel the same anymore. Things are different."
And that's what hurts the most. Loving someone so much, but knowing they don't love you back.
It hurts. Everything hurts. From him breaking up with me, to being completely alone again. But what hurts the most is knowing I lived a long time blinded by a love I felt was so strong. And at the end everything tears apart.
He only left me for another one. When he told me I was his everything and his only love.
How can I live if he was my reason to continue? Tim is my source of happiness. But the tears that roll down my face show a source of pain and hurt.
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ticcimask; bae-shots
Fanfictionten ticcimask one-shots to warm and destroy your heart. enjoy! i don't own the drawing in the cover, credits for its respective owner and maker! (sorry for any mistakes in my grammar)
