Sands of time.

care free life.

I've been living a care free life ever since my mom and dad died from a house fire. I am the only survivor now that I live with my grandma I'm going mad. She believes in "Jesus" and she's always saying Jesus loves you! But if Jesus loved me why would he let my mom and dad die? Did He not love them? But my grandma keeps telling me that God's Way's of thinking is higher than our ways. But I don't care about this "Jesus" I can take care of my self! Hannah are you ready to go yet? Yelled my grandma from down the hall. Yes I'm coming as I grab my dusty Bible and my purse we head out to church. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ when the preacher got up to preach I half way lesson but he preached about how we all take things for granted like the air we all breath to the clean water that we drink. Then he held up a Bible that looked like it's been used a hundred times if not more and said to the crowd. How can you tell a difference between a Bible that's been read and not been read at home? If a Bible has dust on it it's probably not been read in a while and a Bible that has been read will look like it's been used a lot more. Then the preacher looked at the crowd and said to us so which one are you? Are you a dusty and not really into God or are you a worn out Saint in need of the word of God? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ when church was over finally I was stopped by a woman and she said to me young lady God has heard your heartache and anger He says that don't give up no matter what comes your way. As I step back from her thinking how does this woman know my anger and heartache? And I bummed into a little boy and I told him I was sorry and when I turned back around to see the crazy lady she was not there. So I went and looked for her but I could not find her I even asked people in them church but no one even saw her.