True blood (bxb) Part 1

i need him! chapter 11

( Jordans POV)

That night before i went to bed i took an extra long shower, i just couldnt stop thinking about josh and that kiss. He just seemed so perfect and i mean i liked him but was it really ok? did he even like me back? these thoughts kept swirling around and around my head, i just couldnt think about anything else lately. That kiss that we had shared that night was so good, it was deep, hungry, and passionite almost like he been waiting for it to happen and on top of that im not even sure who kissed first! because when i was 'sleeping' i was actually awake staring at him, but then as soon as i saw him coming towards me i just couldnt help it anymore.I wanted him to touch me, feel me, hold me, and kiss me just like he did all that night when i spent the night.

I got out of the shower and put the towel around my waist and stared at the mirror just looking at my reflection. I needed to shave i had a little stubble on my face, i sighed and took my razor and began to shave, but slowly my thoughts drifted to josh and i got lost in them and then the next thing i knew i had a sharp pain in my face, sheesh this kinda stuff always happened to me when i wasnt paying attention. I got some toilet paper and stuck it to the cut and i finished shaving making sure to stay on task.

Later on that night at around twelve i was laying in my bed on the computer listening to music and just writing in my computer journal about the last couple of days and how i felt. But the next thing i knew i was alseep. and i guess my mom had come in later that night and put everything away because when i woke up the next morning everything i had out was put back in its place like nothing was even out. But thats not whats so important last night, last night i had been having a nightmare, i was being chased down a dark path like a mugger was coming after me and he had a very sharp knife with him, i kept on screaming for help but eventually i ran out of stamina and fell to the floor accepting the fact i was about to be killed, but then all of a sudden a light appeared. That light was none other than the person that i loved,josh.

And as soon as josh had saved me from the mugger he reached his hand toward me and smiled and as soon as i was up, he was holding me in his arms saying that everything was going to be ok, and shushing me, as i cried into his chest. But the weirdest thing that night happened it felt like everything in that dream ( except the mugging)  felt compleatly real and honestly it felt so right, i like the way it felt even though i knew it wasnt real, the way he was holding me, the way he was combing through  my hair with his hands, Everything just felt good as long as it was from him and only him.

i woke up around 10:30 and went to the bathroom and peed and brushed my teeth, but i kept my blue fuzzy cookie monster pants on, and slipt on a pierce the veil shirt, and then walked downstairs following the heavenly scent of food! it smelled like bacon, sasuge, and pancakes with syrup. I ran down the stairs to go hug my mom and tell her good morning! GOD i loved this women she always made the best food!

later on that day i decided to give josh a call and see what he was up to...

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Hey guys! :D did you guys like this chapter? i know its long, and i like that it is! im sorry that they been so short haha! gomen! but its because ive been writing on my phone and tablet >_< and i cant type as fast! but lately ive been able to use a laptop! so hopefully these chapters will be longer :D whitch means you can read more! but anyways! like this story so far? vote on it, comment, and love it ._.! oh and btw before i forget do you guys want josh and jordan to get together in the next chapter?

josh: man i hope he isnt busy today! :$

jordan: trust me im not. as long as you dont want to be!

me: aww omg you guys need to get together already!