Stressed

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"I love you y/n. I want you to stay by my side forever."

*gasp*

"Y-Yoongi? Oh.."

It was just a dream. Again.

This always happens.

No one actually has said those words to me. I've actually never even had a boyfriend in the past 22 years of my life.

I blame myself though. I always rejected all the boys that asked me out. Only because i was chasing after one person. Min Yoongi.

We were best friends since 1st grade. Actually he was my first friend to be exact. But for some reason he stopped talking to me when we entered high school.

I still cant figure out the reason why we drifted from each other but as more years pass by without him, the more I wish I was with him.

I still see him a lot because we ended up going to the same college. But I see him with a new girl almost every week. Whatta playboy.

I should really stop liking him. Was what I always said to myself. But I can't.

My friend, Hoseok always tries to comfort me when I'm stressing about this one sided love life. He cheers me up at times or just lets me cry on his shoulder whenever I'm stressed.

At times I really think that Yoongi forgot about my existence which makes me even more stressed.

What do i do....

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I tried to go back to sleep but a few minutes later my phone rang.

Without checking who called, I answered.

"Hello?" I answered with a raspy voice.

"Oh y/n... you're awake. Or did i wake you up?" It was Hoseok. He always called at this time knowing that I was probably awake.

"No no. You didn't wake me up." I smiled as if he can see my smile.

"I know you like to walk early in the mornings, so wanna take a stroll to the park?"
"Yeah I'll get ready and lets meet up at the bottom floor." I answered and ended the call.

We lived in the same apartment building, but he lived on the second floor and I lived on the third floor.

I put on some sweat pants and a hoodie because it was probably going to be chilly. I was too lazy to put on a bra, but Hoseok probably wouldn't notice because the hoodie was pretty big. I put my hair in a messy bun and headed out.

When i got to the bottom floor i saw Hoseok leaning against the apartment wall.

"Hey."

"Oh hi y/n." He turned to my direction and gave me a wide smile. That smile, it always made me feel warm. Safe.

We started walking slowly. I was looking at our shoes and i tried to match our steps. It was silent for a while.

"Were you awake because of that dream?" he asked trying to break the silence. I told Hoseok about my dream before. Multiple times.

I nodded slowly. He nodded back and we continued walking to our destination. When we arrived to the park, we sat down on a bench. It was silent, but I liked it.

"Y/n, can I tell you something?"

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Hello~~ this is my very first fanfic that ive wrote so please tell me if i made any mistakes (please give me good feedback haha) Im actually making up the story while i write. Im not sure if this is gonna be a short story or not but we will see. I hope you will enjoy the rest of the story:) thank you for reading:)).

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