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I fell..
Fell hard....
Yet, he isn't real...
"Snap out of this faze!! It's all not real!!"

But...
But how..?
How can I feel such emotion....
For this simple character..?

It's simple

Simple you must say?
No
Very complex

I'm just the begining of a fangirl..
Running through endless loops.
Running away from reality and chasing my dream.
Hoping to catch him..

Catch him..?
Catch him?! Ha!!
Lies.
He is just a figment of my imagination.
I'll NEVER get him.

I'll never love him
I'll never date him
I'll never share my love with him

I guess...
I guess I'll never fall again if I do that..
Falling hurts..

Being a fangirl has their consequences....fall for a fake character you'll never get back up..never. Trust me...I'm learning the hard way... feeling empty every day when you wake up and realize he isn't there cuddling you like in the fan fictions..just don't...trust me. You'll fall hard... and it hurts..
-aGirlThatReads5

My thoughts on this
"Well honestly... I've never been in real love with anyone. I've always had crushes. Then I got lost in the subject called 'anime'. I fell head over heals with Arthur Kirkland. Super obsessed. To the point where I'm actually questioning my sanity.
Like
'Why do I like him..? He is fake?!'
And
'Will I ever get over this? I need to act normal'
What is normal..?!

By me!!

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