"I hate my life!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, an almost empty bottle of wine in my hand, empty cans of beer on the floor beside me along with a few more smashes bottles, all stolen from my alcoholic dad. I span around, looking up as tears rolled down my face, and sat down on the grass beneath the starry sky. I stared blankly ahead of me before getting back up, stumbling due to the large quantity of alcohol I'd poured down my throat. I walked along to one of the many bridges over Han River stumbling still.
I climbed over the edge standing on the tiny ledge, I wiped my tears on my school jumper sleeve.
I felt empty. I had no use. I was nothing.
Flashback
"Hahaha! Look it's Y/N! That ugly bitch is fucking brave to show her face here!"
"Yeah! Get the fuck out of here!"
Everyone shouted at me as I walked down the corridor. All because of this stupid rumour that, by the way, wasn't even true!
Suddenly I saw my best friend. I ran up to her, with my arms open, tears streaming down my face as I called her name.
"Y/F/N!" I cried. "I'm so glad yo-" THUMP. Suddenly I was on the floor and everyone was laughing at me.
"You bitch. Friend?! We were never friends! If I were your friend, I wouldn't have told everyone what a fucking worthless bitch you are!" She shouted, sniggering.
"Bu- But."
"No fucking buts, fucking kill yourself! No one wants you here!" She shouted kicking my trembling body that was laying on the floor.
Then everyone joined in. They kicked and kicked and punched. Anything to hurt me. And then Y/F/N walked back over to me. She smirked before kicking me in the stomach.
As everyone went of to class, I tried to lift myself up and limped to the bathroom. I felt sick and started coughing.
Blood.
I coughed up blood.
I noticed a cut on my cheek and on my lip, there were already bruises forming all over my tiny body. I went into my school bag and pulled out my pencil sharpener and took out the blade.
1 cut. 2 cut. 3 cut. I cut my wrists until they were covered in blood. And there I stayed, in the cubicle for the rest of the day. I was too weak to walk around. I wanted to die there, like they'd told me to. I knew if I didn't die here, I'd kill myself that day, just somewhere else.
End of Flashback
"Yah! Y/N! Don't you dare jump!" I heard a voice to the right of me.
"Who are you?" I asked, my voice shaking.
"My name's Hyeongseob. Um, I'm in your class." I could see tears in his eyes, he was desperate for me not to jump.
"Why are you here?"
"I was going to go and study. If you want, you can come with me..."
"..." I just looked at him and gave him that really look. I mean at least it cheered me up a bit.
"Look. Don't jump. If you jump...my life will be ruined."
"Why would your life fe be ruined!? I only just met you!" I raised my voice slightly.
"I've known you for a long time, you just never noticed me."
I looked into his eyes. He looked distraught, like he was going to burst into tears.
"Y/N. I was going to try and confess to you today. I couldn't find you. And when I saw you this morning at school, I tried to stop them from hurting you, but they ended up beating me up too. When I came back, you were gone! I hated seeing you in pain. You are my first love. Ever since the first day I saw you, I fell in love. You are the most wonderful human being I've ever met. I swear to god, if you dare jump, I don't know how I'll live anymore. Please Y/N!"
"You like me?" I asked, tears rolling down my cheeks. At this point a bunch of guys with orange glowing jackets climbed over the bridge to save me.
"Yes Y/N. I love you." He said looking into my eyes.
Hyeongseob then lifted me over the railings and hugged me. "I'll stay by your side Y/N. Forever. I promise. Just promise me, you won't do this me again. I know it's hard, but try. Okay?"
"Okay." I replied, my face buried into his chest. His heart was beating so fast.
"Let's get you home."
He draped his school blazer over me, since I was just wearing a jumper.
As he walked me to his house, he turned me round and hugged me.
"I love you so much." He kissed my forehead.
"Thank you. Hyeongseob,you're the only person that truly cares about me. Really thank you."
Suddenly he cupped my cheeks in his hands and kissed me.
"I'm so sorry." He said as he pulled away.
"No, it's okay." I said as I kissed him back. He was so red, it made a smile form on my face.
"I'm so glad I met you today. You honestly saved me, you made me smile when I thought I never would again. I feel like my brain is so fuzzy and messed up right now, but I know that I love you. Thank you for giving me someone to love and save me from the bad times. I'm so grateful you came along. Really thank you Hyeongseob." I said hugging him.
He was even more red and as we walked along he tripped over. I never knew I'd smile on a day as horrible as this. Thank you Hyeongseob. I love you.
Dark I know... Sorry...
