That Butler, Forevermore

Afternoon Seige

"_____!" the servants cried together as Mey-rin and Finny hugged me and Bard sniffled, Tanaka sighing relief in his mature form.

You let out a gasp of breath "Thank you for your concern but please...hah! You can let! go! now!" you choked.

When the servants refused to let go Sebastian grabbed them by the collars of their shirts and plucked them off me.

"Now don't be so touchy, she just recovered" Sebastian snapped.

You smiled happily "Haha, it's okay. But I appreciate your concern Sebastian" you smiled.

Sebastian smirked proudly while Ciel broke the silence.

"So ______? Are you fit to work?" Ciel asked while eating his scone daintily.

"Yep, but Sebastian won't let me because my arm is still a little stiff" you replied.

"It's stiff? Pfft Then ignore that question I'm still not letting you work." Ciel scoffed.

"What?! No fair Ciel! It's been like a week since that happened! I am perfectly fine!" you pouted.

You looked pleadingly at Sebastian.

"He has a point..."

You sighed "I'll be outside for air be right back"

"_____!" Ciel called.

"I said I'll be right back!" you snapped back.

"My God...your exactly the same as back then" Ciel muttered.

"I heard that!" you growled.

You walk out the doors "I'll be out in the garden if anyone needs me!" you called.

"Damn it _____!" Ciel called.

You continued down the stairs and to the garden.

You walked around sighing "I really haven't been here since I met Sebastian..." your voice trailed.

Picking a (e/c) rose you sniffed it, rain and honey unfolded.

You clutched the rose thinking of how me and Sebastian could have a happy family together.

You held your stomach December 14? Isn't that Ciel's birthday too? You laughed slightly, Ciel you have niece or nephew.

You gripped your rose the thorns piercing the skin and drawing blood. You felt a tear drip down my face.

Claude won't let that happen and Ash is still after my life.

"_____! What are you doing?!" Sebastian cried.

You looked at Sebastian 'I'm doing something?'

Sebastian smacked your hand making you drop the crimson rose and you shakily looked at your hand bruised and cut and bloody.

"What are you doing?!" Sebastian growled.

You looked up blankly "It doesn't hurt" you said calmly.

Sebastian put his face near yours and his eyes glow with tears streaming down his face. "Don't keep saying that! I want you to be safe! I just-"

"I'm fine!" you cried burying your face into Sebastian's.

"Stop...Please Sebastian...No more" you wailed quietly.

"No! I won't! You have no IDEA!" Sebastian cried.

"I want you to be safe too! I don't want anything to happen to you! I love you and you have no idea how hard it feels! How much I want to tell you but I...I just can't!" you screamed.