OUT LOUD THOUGHTS

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A young beautiful girl sit alone, been alone for along time, contemplating suicide, but she doesn't dare to harm herself, because she knows the end results; either death or a mental hospital.  It crazy, she thinks to herself all she sees is anger and pain. The anger only arrives when she thinks she has no one to confide in. The pain only comes when she is left sitting alone with wondering thoughts, what if's and what is actually going on. She gets lost in the depths of her own misery. Overthinking she doesn't know what she is doing in her own reality, she grabs a knife only because she is lost in thought she doesn't actually know what is going on or what she is about to do to herself.
Then the blade pierces her skin, she is brought back to earth she now sit in a pool of blood, shouting "what have I done?" she cuts a little deeper, she begins to lose sight, she starts fading away, then a soft voice says: Arya what have you done? It's too late, your bleeding out and your eyes shut.
You can hear people screaming, feel people working on you, but you can't open your eyes, you're gone.
Your family and friends are going to miss you and wonder why you took your own life. They will be regretting they couldn't help your anger or pain. Now they are going to be sad and upset and they may cause fights in their own lives because they are upset because your aren't here anymore.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 02, 2017 ⏰

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