Sunny clouds.

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Dear mom,

Yesterday you were complaining about how i'm not trustworthy which got me really mad because from the first you never trusted me.

Since the day i had a boyfriend, and you knew that he kissed me on the cheek, you went loco.

I know that it is wrong but i know my limits.

Then you asked me if he forced me to do anything, of course not mom, i'm not stupid, i would've told you.

You never let me have a normal teenage life, i understand that you don't want me to date, can i at least talk to boys?

I'm a teenager, it's normal mom.

You told ne that if you ever date it'll torture and people will laugh at you. they did mama. but i never really gave up, some kids at school caused me a lot of problems. i told my sister about it but she wan no use, she talked to you. which got me mad too.

I hate the fact that none of us are trustworthy, she smokes but i never told you, because i don't want to ruin our family, since it's already ruined.

See? She told me that it was something like "sisters secret" thing, but she onky told me because she really needed a cigarette at that moment. which got me more mad.

She only wanted a cigarette and not because she can trust me.

I'm such a wimp.

Axel.