When I die I won't go to heaven
I'm gonna fall straight through to hell
Thats where my life is heading
I never thought it would turn out well
Cause the voices always argued
Like the couple down the hall
My life fading through all these dark hues
The hurt is like an anchor wound up tight in a ball
Who would let me into heaven?
No one of a sane mind
Thats why visions of pearly gates
Don't shine in my eyes
I'm too hurt to go to heaven
All broken up inside
Be carful of the edges
They are sharper than a knife
Light exists with dark
And happiness with angst
This world leaves its mark
For that we owe are thanks
No one is in heaven
That's not how it's meant be
We're all sitting in hell
Fighting through this agony
