Chapter 1; Heartbroken

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Lauren's POV

It was my boyfriend, Jared, and I eight month anniversary. I want this night to be absolutely perfect. I love Jared, I really do. And, he loves me too.

I had a sparkly purple dress on, which looked stunning. My hair was curled perfectly. I was applying the finishing touches of my make up when I got a text.

Jared<3: Meet me at the restaurant in 20 minutes. Love you babe

Me: Anything for you. Tonight's going to be perfect. Love you too baby :)

I smiled and threw my phone in my purse and headed out the door. I started my car and headed out the drive way. I could barely focus in driving. I was so anxious for tonight. I wonder what he had planned for us. I was so excited for tonight, I knew it was going to be perfect.

I was wrong.

As I pulled up in the restaurant parking lot, I looked over at the Honda next to me. I noticed there was a young couple making out in the backseat. I smiled then quickly realized that the 'young couple' was my boyfriend and the school slut, Ashley. I could hear my heart break into a million pieces. I loved him and I thought he loved me too. I was furious, and sad.

I slammed my car door and stomped out next to their window. I harshly knocked when Ashley looked up with a pleased smirk. "Who's at the window babe?" I heard Jared ask. He looked up and his face immediately went pale. "How could you? You say you love me then you make out with her? Whatever, we're done." I say, trying to hold back the tears.

"I.. I-I'm sorry.. I..." Jared stuttered.

"Save it. I thought I could trust you. I thought you changed. But I was wrong, you're still the same old player

." I spat.

"Honey, you thought wrong. He's been cheating on you for five months," Ashley snickered.

"I'm so done." And with that, I stormed off into my car. I just can't believe this. Eight months of my life, wasted. Whatever.

I drove home furiously. Slamming on the steering wheel, screaming things. I'm so mad. I can't believe he would do this. I thought he loved me!

When I got home, I stormed up to my room. I couldn't take this. Of course, my moms out on a "business trip". I honestly have no idea where she always goes.

For the rest of the night, I laid in my bed motionless, crying. I really really loved him. So much.

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The next morning I reluctantly woke up, threw my long, brown hair in a messy bun and slowly got dressed. I put on the smallest ounce of makeup, if was never the one to wear a lot. My mind quickly went back to Jared. I loved him, I really did. He broke my heart into pieces. I feel depressed and unmotivated. I dragged myself to the car, and drove off to school.

When I pushed the doors open, my friends immediately came rushing up to me. They gave me calming words, telling me everything's gonna be alright. I gave them a fake smile, hiding my pain.

Third hour was the worst. That's my fist class with Jared. I gathered up all of my broken confidence, and trudged through the door. I sat down quietly, ignoring everyone and everything. Megan, my best friend, knew all about it because I called her last night. She said he's a jerk and blah blah blah. I thought Jared was different from other guys, but of course I was wrong. Jared walked by my desk, gently setting a note down. I quickly opened it. It simply said the word "sorry". I felt like he didn't care what he did. He was known for being a player, but I thought he had changed. Forget that.

This wasn't the Jared I fell in love with at all. Ashley changed him, for the worse.

When arrived at my locker, Ashley and her friends came up to me.

"Awh, is poor Lauren sad? I hope you know... We've all slept with him," she whispered the last part with a huge smirk on her face.

That hurt, knowing he cheated on me with more than just her. But I hid the pain, of course. I wasn't going to give her the satisfaction of me being sad. But in reality, my heart was breaking even more.

"Sluts" I mumbled.

"What was that? We're sluts? We'll at least we can get guys to sleep with us, unlike you"

"Maybe I don't want to sleep with anyone. Ever think of that? Maybe I don't want to get pregnant like you sluts. Maybe Im not a whore who will sleep with any guy I see. Just shut the fuck up and leave me alone"

I've had it with them.

I slammed my locker shut, feeling satisfied. But still, I was sad. I just wanted to get this horrible day over with.

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As soon as I got home, I ran upstairs and locked myself in my room. I still can't believe this. It hurts the most that he doesn't even care. Thank god I never slept with him. He could have AIDS from Ashely. Who knows where she's been and what she's done. But still, I'm so angry.

I decided my life goal is to make Ashley's life a living hell. It's hard to believe her and I used to be really close friends.

I fell asleep for a while when my phone began to ring. It was Jared. I quickly pressed decline and slumped back down. I'm so tired of always getting hurt in the end. Tears started to pour out of my eyes. I curled myself in a ball and started screaming, cying, yelling in frustration. Why me?

A couple of minutes later, Megan called. I wiped away my tears. Of course I answered. I poured out all of my feelings. I always loved how she listened to me and kept all my secrets. After pouring out all of my emotions, she told me that tomorrow there's going to be a new guy at school. She said she heard he's hot. I barely listened. I couldn't think of liking anyone else right now. I told her she can have him.

I'm too heart broken right now.

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Hey guys! I hope you liked the first chapter! I know it's short but I'm working on chapter two!

Bye loves!💕

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