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Thirteen Reasons Why I Am Alive

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There are thirteen reasons why I'm still alive. If you are reading this, you are one of them. (This is a very very rough outline. I will elaborate on the shorter chapters eventually)

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14: Tomorrow

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by 45twilight3

by 45twilight3

                                    
                                              I'm not calling this a reason because, unlike the others, this one isn't definite. 
                          It gets better. 
                          At least, that's what they always say. I want to believe it. I just don't know if I can. 
                          This is why I live. This is how I know I haven't hit rock bottom. A part of me still dare to hope, even if I don't want to admit it. It terrifies me. What if I loose my faint glimmer of hope? Will I still have the strength to stay alive? I don't want to let everyone down, but this is a battle I can't fight on my own, at least not for long. 
                          I don't know what will happen next. For now, I still have tomorrow. I live one day at a time and I hold on to tomorrow. Pain is temporary. Life is already short. Why cut it any shorter? It would only magnify the pain of others.