A Plan For Revenge, Or To Fall In Love?

CHAPTER 1.

THE ALEC KINGTON

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May 10th 2015.

Emily's P.O.V

Dear diary.

Let's start.

Do actually start thinking about death? How you desperately want to die? To leave everything and everyone behind, to not even think about anyone's emotions? To never look back, To run away?

I'm not perfect, not that I consider myself one. I don't act like I'm superior than anyone else. Atleast I try not to. Know why? It hurts. It really hurts deep inside your heart like someone took everything away from you just by some words. It hurts when people think you're showing off, it hurts when they think the tears are meaningless. All can they do is judge. And just by judging, God, Do they know what will be an effect on other's life? It hurts when your loved ones turn against you, no one believes you and tells you that you're a bad influence. All my life, I kept thinking about how could people judge someone. It's their life, they can do whatever they want to, why go hunt them down?

But today, 10th of May, 2015 is the ugliest day of my life so far. The person whom I adored told me that I'm a Slut, the people who adored me are not even there to stand by my side and are talking to everyone I dislike just to make me feel low. And It makes me feel worse. I thought they would stay by my side always, they would give me a reason to trust them, but they proved me wrong. The things today she said about me, I'll never forget those. She. She. That bitch.

»Flashback«

(morning at college)

"You're not even worth anything, Emily. You're just a piece of shit nobody cares about. Accept the fact: your best friend left you because you deserved it." her lips tugged up in an evilish smile.

"Oh shut up, bitch!" I exclaimed as my hand touched her soft cheek.

She gasped. I gasped. The crowd gasped. What have I done? Did I just slapped Moly? Alec's GirlFrie- no. Hoe. She's a hoe and she deserved it.

I started jogging briskly from that place with a sarcastic remark,

"I hope it'll leave a tremendous scar. But don't worry, you won't find it challenging to cover up with makeup," HAH, that's more like Emily Turner, never show your emotions. Never.

I thought she won't say anything, but her reply completely shattered my heart into pieces,

"Atleast I can cover it up with makeup, unlike you..."

»Flashback Ends«

A tear rolled down my cheek as the memory ended. Alec came into my mind, how he ditched me. I want to leave everything, I want to die. My life is a miserable mess. And no one's even there to notice. No one. I thought he would be there. But he's not.

I picked up the pen again, to add up more emotions in this stupid diary.

I miss his voice, I miss our chats, I miss how he used to make me smile the whole day, how he got protective over me. How he hated the people just because I hated them. How he used tease me over my crushes. But you know what I hate now? His existence. I hate the fact that he did this to me, ME, the one whom he used to call best friend.