I'm in love with the ganster (yugyeom ff) "Got7

Chapter 3😢

Tuesday

Julia's POV

Its my first time to wake up...without yelling at my door.....

And i just forget what happen last night.....

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So i Better ready....

30 minutes

I watch at my clock its 7:00

So early i need to eat breakfast....

While eating alone i saw the new cut....getting into scar....

When i was done i grab my jacket and put it on even the weather is hot..i dont want to see mu cut....

Never know about this excpet you.....

Even your brother doesnt know.....why would he know....its been 2 yrs....and now i have new one and this one is big than the other one...
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While entered the school

People watching me

And i heard there gossip

Girl1:is she the girl who makes our yugyeom hurt?!?

Girl: yes she's the one...

Girl: do u know... She didn't even say thank you to yugyeom shes so rude!!!

Girl: yes like hell rude....

I can't stop my tears fall until i reach the rooftop.....

I hid my self there and close the door.....

Then i grab my blade again to cut my wrist....

Then i cry......

I watch it bleed so hard ..

And i tell why is this happening to me

It was 7:26 and my class start 8:15

So i stay here for awhile i saw my cut...and the pain was gone....and its stop bleeding i grab a tissue in my bag and wipe it.....
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After a minute it was 8:00
So i stand up...and fix everything.... And i wear again my jacket i leave the rooftop...and girls are keep looking at me....

I enter the class

While walkinh to my sit

One girl shows her feet and the ground and i got fall....

The people are now laughing

But someone pick me up hold my wrist....

And i dared look at him....

Yugyeom: are u ok?

I didnt speak and i pull away on him and sit on my chair...

After 5 subject it was lunch time....

I walk out to the classroom and go to rooftop again...i was going my spot until i see yugyeom holding something..

It was a necklace name clarisse....

He still love her....i wish you'll see me that i like u...

What did i say.....

I should go now...i saw there someone open the door and i decide to hit behind the wall wow i fit here....

And while i was hiding...

I peek a little and i saw they kiss...

I hide again....

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I HOLD chest...I WAS CRYING FOR SURE....I dont care if they see me i need to gey out here

I walk to the door then someon shout my name...

But i ignored it and keep walking.

I heard the girl voice

Let her alone....she doesn't deserve you....

Is she Clarisse?
I think no?

Huh? I get it now...i know why he clarisse broke up with him cause he was playboy...

So what am i doing to his life...
Wait
What am i saying where not together.....

But how can i be like this when i suddenly fall to the playboy

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