Gotta make you mine (TAENYfic)

3>> she's still here

it has been a month after Tiffany and Taeyeon met again in the club. but after that, Tiffany didnt even appeared in Taeyeon's life. 

Taeyeon thought that Tiffany would finally stop bothering her but she dont know why as her heart still doubting that. she still going out with her girlfriend, so Taeyeon didnt think much about Tiffany

it was not Taeyeon who wanted the relationship, but it was Yi Eun who asked for Taeyeon to be her girlfriend. when they met from Taeyeon's cousin, the girl took interest in Taeyeon already so she just act bold and get Taeyeon to be hers

Taeyeon, who was receiving advised from her cousin to try to go into a relationship once, just made a decision to accept Yi Eun. during their relationship, Yi Eun have been nothing but a good girlfriend for Taeyeon. they never fought. but Taeyeon is still not sure with her feelings for her girlfriend either. she is trying, she really is, but she still feels nothing special for Yi Eun. 

"so how was it going?"

Taeyeon is now meeting up with Hyoyeon. being adults and working already makes them hard to meet as many as they can

Hyoyeon is now opening up her own dance institutions so she is busy with her schedules. as for Taeyeon, as mentioned before, she works as Yoona's boss. she is the CEO of Kim corporation. 

"what?"

"your relationship ofcourse. how does it feel like?", Hyoyeon asked

"i dont know", Taeyeon shrugged

"you dont know?", Hyoyeon frowned

"i dont know. i mean, we did called each other everyday and night. we went out for dates. we went for movies, dinner and all. yeah, thats it", Taeyeon answered simply "so.. dont you feel anything else? dont you happy going out with her?"

"hm. im happy. she's nice", Taeyeon replied

"thats not what i meant Taeng. dont you feel more than happy being with her? the feeling where you want to always see her. and you miss her the moment you both were not together?"

Taeyeon paused as she tried to think about any kind of that feelings

"no? dont feel any of those?", Hyoyeon asked impatiently

"ah molla. all that i know is, im just happy when we go out. she is a nice girl. i dont feel beyond that", Taeyeon answered

"do you even love her?"

"i...", Taeyeon's blank face made Hyoyeon sighed as she already found the answer

"i like her", Taeyeon said

"its not the same Taeng. im asking about love here. not just simply like"

"..."

"ok lets make this clear alright? do you feel anything that you felt for Tiffany years ago when you with your girlfriend?"

Hyoyeon's question got Taeyeon to think so hard. 

'with Yi Eun, i feel happy. but with Tiffany, i feel like flying. with Yi Eun, my heart is in peace. but with Tiffany, my heart is shaking.. my heart is beating so wild that it pounded so hard on my chest. with Yi Eun, i feel the usual.. nothing extra ordinary. but with Tiffany, i feel restless.. its hard to control myself not to touch her.. not wanting to feel more', Taeyeon thought

"Taeng.. i have to know", Hyoyeon said again 

"i.. Hyo.."

"go on, tell me"

and so, Taeyeon told whats she feeling with Yi Eun and Tiffany. 

"this is... crazy. you're crazy", Hyoyeon sighed heavily and rubbed her temple