Regrets Before Happiness

Prologue

I never knew that love could make you crazy enough to die for the person you love...

I am here right now at the top of this sky scraper that I don't know the name of. Today is the day that I, Christine Cheng will kill myself because of a boy who truly broke my heart into pieces.

I was about to jump when someone pulled my hand and hugged me. Honestly, right now I feel like I'm in one of those cliche drama movies because of what's happened to me in the past before this and up until now that this random guy that I don't know just saved me from killing myself.

"Are you crazy?!!!" He spat angrily but I just stood there in front of him looking bored while he kept on blabbering about something. "Are you even listening to me? You could have died there, and what about all the people you will leave behind if you died. Did you think about them before you did this?" He said breathing heavily because of how long he was talking, while I was still silent and looked bored as always.

I knew I was gonna die today and I never expected that he would come and rescue me but what he said was right I never really thought about my family before I did this and I knew for sure that they would be disappointed and sad if they knew I died by jumping off a very tall building. Somehow I feel relieved that he came to save me.

I snapped out of my train of thought when he started speaking again. "Hey! Are you just gonna stand there looking bored and won't answer me?" He said in an even more angered tone and this time I answered him. "Okay, okay I'm sorry I tried to kill myself but what was I supposed to do I was totally hurt and I just seemed to forget all the other people that mattered to me." I said all in one breath. Heaving a frustrated sigh he stared at me for a minute and once again heaved a frustrated sigh.

"Look, I know you're hurt and all but please don't kill yourself in front of my building cause it will cause rumors and news to spread." He said in an annoyed tone. I was shocked and annoyed because of  the fact that I thought he was concerned about me, because of  everything he said earlier but it was all a lie cause what mattered to him was only his freaking building.

"Hey you Mr. I don't know who don't try to act like you care about my life when all you care about is your freaking building!" I spat angrily. He was shocked about the way I acted almost as though he was insulted that I actually got mad at him and spoke to him in that tone of voice.

"Hey you Ms. Suicidal, don't dare talk to me like that. Don't you know who you're talking to?!" He pointed out as if I know who he was and how dare he talk like that to me doesn't he know who I am. "I don't know you and I don't care who you are but don't you dare talk to me like that or you will regret it, understand?" And with that I stormed off to the door and left the building.

He is so annoying and rude speaking to me that way I don't even know him and he doesn't know me but I kind of think that he is somewhat nice deep inside cause he wouldn't have confronted me about killing myself in his building maybe he was just trying to act all tough and mighty but deep inside he was nice, Uhhh! What am I thinking? I don't know him anyway.

I need some rest from all these stress I felt today.