Im Back...

Yes.... he is yours

As I sat on the other side of the couch beside Zayn, we both sit in utter silence.... ITS KILLING MEE!!..

I finally turn to him and say "Look Zayn, I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Its just that I was in denial of me being pregnant. I swear I didn't have any signal or signs of me being pregnant so I just let it pass. Then 1 week after you left to X-factor I started getting morning sickness. I took the test again and I took like.. I don't know about four, they came positive and I went to the doctors and it was true... I was pregnant. I dropped out of the Uni for Jayden. I was planning on calling and telling you but you were just so happy and excited about reaching your dream, I didn't want a baby stopping you. I knew you were not ready to be a father. But I knew  you had every right to know. I tried contacting you but you never picked up, you changed your number and there was no way of me to contact you. I told Trisha... I know she didn't tell you because I told her not to. Then when Jayden turned 2 it turned out that you were engaged to Perrie Edwards, And I didn't want to ruin your relationship with her because you guys look so happy together.... so if your wondering if he's yours, Then Yes... he's yours. I'm so sorry Zayn I just don't want to ruin your cereer." I tell him tears streaming down like a waterfall.

He was staring out the the window his jaw clenching and unclenching. He finally turned and I can see his eyes darken." I WOULD HAVE STAYED IF YOU HAD TOLD ME I WAS GOING TO BE A FATHER. AND YES ITS TRUE I DID HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO KNOW. I MEAN WHO WOULD KEEP SOMETHING SO IMPORTANT A SECRET.. IM SORRY I WASNT THERE FOR YOU AND OUR SON BUT JUST TELLING YOU I WOULD HAVE STAYED JASMINE. AND YOU KNOW I WOULD HAVE STAYED B'COZ I TOLD YOU WHEN I WAS YOUNGER THAT I ALWAYS WANTED TO HAVE A SON. I WOULD HAVE LEFT IT ALL FOR YOU AND JAYDEN. B'COZ I LOVED YOU THATS WHY. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO GO OUT THERE AND REACH MY DREAMS. AND I DIDNT DO IT FOR ME I DID IT FOR US. I KNOW YOU THINK IM  ENGAGED. BUT ITS ONLY FOR PUBLICITY, JASMINE!" "Zayn Do Not Yell... Jayden Is sleeping." I tell him sternley. "I understand you not wanting to ruin my cereer"He goes on "But its really not as important as something that we BOTH made...  our own blood and flesh. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. But I already missed two years of MY sons life...and I'll make sure i won't miss anymore..... starting now." he said and crashed his lips to mine. Instant butterflies rummbled in my stomach about to explose.... No not butterflies....

A FLUFFING ZOO... his arms around my waist, and my small arms a around his neck and me being on my tip-toes so he wouldn't have to crouch all the way down.

My hands pull and tug on his hair , every now and then earning a groan. We both seperated when we were inturupted my a "EWWWWW.. MUMMY DADDY WUT U DOEN!!?" yells Jayden  over exaderating a bit.. Me and Zayn laugh and Jayden peeks through his tiny fingers and completly takes them off and walks up to me and says "Do you luff my daddy again mummy?" my eyes widen and I turn to Zayn who is smiling with his famous "tounge behind his teeth" smile... with a little bit of a flirty smile and a wink. I look back at Jeyden and respond "I never stopped." Jay grins and cheers bouncing on my hip... I turn to Zayn who's smiling like the cheshire cat and leans in to give me A peck on the lips but Jayden inturupted him by covering my lips with his tiny palms and saying "No daddy, no more kisses for you b'coz mummy is mine." I laugh and Zayn chuckles and says " protective one, eh??" I nod  then out of nowhere Jayden grabs my face with his two hands and kisses me square in the lips and says, "SHES MINE!!" and hugs my neck right now were all in fits of laughter.

"He would get along GREAT With louis." Says Zayn

"Who's Loueh?" Asks Jayden

We burst into fits of hysterics again while Jay looks at us confused as ever.

When were done laughing Zayn suggests we go for a walk in the park and that he'll meet us over there he trys to steal a quick kiss but Jayden is looking at his movements so everytime he tries to kiss me Jayden will put his small hands on Zayns face and push him back. Zayn just sat on the couch pouting untill Jayden says,"Fine daddy, only one kiss" Zayn quickly jumps off the couch and places a hard but Tender kiss on my lips I yelp when he bit by lip. he pulled back and smirks sheepishly. I just chuckle and shake my head while Jayden cheers"GET SOMEE!!" I look back at Jay shocked.. "Where did you learn that?!" I ask. "Ermm I dunno" Replies Jay. We laugh again and Zayn hugs and kisses Jays Forhead and pecks my lips quickly and heads out the door.

I huff.... "Woah.."  so many things have happened today.. but I don't regret them....

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Hey guys I'm new at this so I'm sorry if it sucks.... and for misspelled words.... no hate pls..... well if you read this.. -.-