I feel like I'm wasting people's time or saying the wrong things. I'm constantly worried that one mis-placed word on a message to someone (or even in a rant like this) will push that person away from me. I just want to be able to maintain the very few friendships I still have at the moment and right now, I feel like I'm suddenly just going to lose them. Most of my friends talk to other people quite a lot, people I don't talk to myself, and then sometimes I neglect my friends by talking to others and it makes me feel really bad. I just feel like someone's gonna turn around and just leave me all of a sudden, out of the blue. It's not a nice feeling and I guess you could call it being paranoid, if you wanted.
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RandomEverything just seems to drag me down in one way or another and I don't know why. I feel like it's more recent than anything that I've just been in this hole of " depression " and I just seem to feel bad about every little thing.
