I feel like my art is getting worse in quality, rather than getting better. I can't seem to draw anything right and I try to blame it on the quality of papers and the pencils I have and things like this, but really, I'm just shocking. Some of my pieces ( Jon Snow's portrait ) the poses and things are actually straight up traced from reference images. I don't know if this is what other artists do too while learning and practicing, I'm guessing not, but it feels bad and like I'm cheating. I know I need to stop and try to just draw things from my imagination and to avoid looking at pictures and try to draw something quite similar, but I can never make anything look decent. All my pieces look the same. It gets boring, tedious, repetitive and I hate it. Why can't I draw like anyone else can? From my nowhere, from my imagination.
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RandomEverything just seems to drag me down in one way or another and I don't know why. I feel like it's more recent than anything that I've just been in this hole of " depression " and I just seem to feel bad about every little thing.
