broken.hart : I am comint to NY for 1 month !!!! OnE FReaKINg MONTH!
joshwa.94: OMG THAT'S SO GOOD ♥ WHEN?
broken.hart: ...my flight is tonight :**
joshwa.94: BaaBBE!
broken.hart: gtg cya !♥
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Josh POV
I sit on my coach turning on the TV . I am so happy that Maya is coming back . I was lost in my thoughts when I got atractted by the breaking news .
BREAKING NEWS !
The plane california-new york city crashed today taking away 7 lifes and harming almost one hundred people . The reason why the plane crashed is unknown yet.
My jaw dropped . My hands were shaking as hell. My heart started beating so fast that I couldn't breathe properly. I was praying for Maya to be safe.
We already know the names of the persons who died after the crash .
*breathes hard*
They are : Elliot Blake , Sarah Fell , Caisy Smith , Amanda Tate ,Lori Hale , Mary Williams and....
Maya Hart .
I turned the TV off. Tears were filling my eyes . I felt a horrible pain in chest and in my throat . I wanted to scream.She is gone... why? The pain that I was feeling were...destroying me .I could feel how my heart were breaking into pieces ...maybe that's what it feels like when you are completly broken inside. I failed her...I couldn't protect her . He must've been so scared so helpless so alone.THIS ISN'T FAIR!
-No! NO ! NO !NO! NOOO! IT'S JUST A DREAM A STUPID NIGHTMARE ! SHE CAN'T BE DEAD SHE JUST CAN'T . SHE ...SHE IS FINE SHE IS ALIVE SHE IS OKAY I KNOW THAT! '' I fell on the ground crying my eyes out . I was hitting the floor with my fiest . Blood started streaming from my hand.I wiped away my tears and took a picture of her .
-..she deserved better ..'' whispered I . She deserved a better father , a better life .. a better boyfriend . I've hurt her so many times . And now...when she is gone ... I feel like I am empty. I fell on the bed and I fall asleep.
weeks after
I gently put a white rose on her grave . And sat next to it .
''-Hey little ferret . (I smiled weakly ) should I tell you how fucking much I miss you? In fact everyone is missing you . You didn't knew that but... you were everyones sunlight. You know ...when you were in California I was planing our future life .I planed to us that our first kid ...I thought that it will be nice to call him or her ...Hope. But oh well...we can't do that . Because ..because you're de-..no , I can't say that. Riley misses you . She hanged all your painting on her walls . She cries a lot ...everyone do. She remembers the time when at your b-day she told you tha you will probably die first cause you're older. She regrets this words now . She ... She wasn't ready to lose you . No one were.I ..I just want you to know that I am sorry and that I love you ..a lot . I love you Maya. Rest in Peace ''
I stood up and went home . One single tear fell from my eye. One last tear.
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riley.smiley: Rest In Peace My Girl ♥ I miss u so bad
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joshwa.matthews : I will love you forever
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sorry for being such a bitch and killing maya ...didn't mean to but there is no happily ever after in real life so... yeah . Thank you guys a lot for everything . For views ,stars and comments . I know I am not a good writter but I tried .I wish you the best ♥
