The Open Secret

New Beginnings

 I woke up longing for a drink and my brain trying to figure out where in the world was I.The room was grayish with some music posters on.There was few photos but i couldn't see them clearly.I got down to quench my thirst first.There was a study table and had a water bottle in it.I went closer only to find it empty.My bad.I heard the doors opening.Umm it was the bathroom door actually.I turned to look at a half naked freaking ROHIT.He was wearing superman shorts and was drying his hair with a towel.Do you think I didn't notice the water dripping along his torso?To be honest, he was hot.Stop drooling Zyra.

"Oh I am sorry.I thought you wont be waking up anytime soon.Are you alright?"he asked with concern."It depends on you saying why I am here."I said."Okay so I didn't know that you had amnesia.I was quite sure that you had some mental deformities but wasn't expecting you to have this."he said with that ugly smirk.For a while I even thought to change his name back to sugar cube but yeah he very well deserves monster.

 "I need to get out of here Rohit.We'll catch up later."I say as i rush out of his house despite him shouting my name.Like my name sounds so weird when he calls me.Every single thing is weird when it comes to him.

Except for his torso.

Totally irrelevant.

 I return back home and made myself comfortable in my bed with some hot chocolate.Is there anything hot chocolate can't deal with?.I was killing my mind like for an hour about how I ended up in monster's house and then it strikes me to call Adhi and ask.

Dumb you.

The shock of my life was about to come true.Yes my phone is missing.Should i kill myself now?No, I ain't over exaggerating.Cause first I'm the most dumbest to have a phone without passcode and second duh am I the only one to use pages in apple to write about my feelings.Crap would be a better word.Why didn't i even faint in the first place?Panic attack yet to come and so I think i should call it a night.

 Does someone even set alarm for a Sunday morning?Oh hey there.I am a creep who sets alarm for every single Sunday and forgets why.I know I know.I wish I could tap on the head of alarm and continue sleeping hugging the fluffy pillows like in those movies.Heck my alarm is complicated.

 I dragged my feet to the bathroom and placed my bum on the space given to keep your toiletries.Oh those busy roads again.I consider watching these roads as a ritual.It somewhat makes me feel alive.And suddenly thoughts of yesterday was flushing in me.

It was suffocating.

 And just like that I puked.My mouth felt numbed and so my body.I decided to sit there and cry till there was no tears left.Till no memories were left.Till my anger was drained.Till I forgave myself.Till I was ready to get over my past.Till I could breathe again.

 I had a rushed bath and grabbed a sweatshirt and yoga pants.Took my card and went straight to a salon.CHANGE OVER TIME.But instead of trying new looks,I jumped back to my old look.Mid-length hair with some caramel and brown balayage. Natural green eyes.You know the drill after that.Suddenly my  tummy started to murmur weird sounds.Oh yeah it was grumbling badly.I thought of calling someone and yeah a brick had to fall in my head.Phone.Lost.Dumb.So i decided to treat my own self with some nice coffee.

 I was walking on the road and took a random right and kept walking for like 5 minutes.A book store caught my eyes.Toughest decision I ever had to take.Food or book?.Food Food Food and I entered the book store.It was so woody and coffee smell took over me.Yes food and book together.Actually drink but still.

Whatever.

 It was a unique book store where each book is covered in a crunched dark brown cover so that it surprises every time you take a book to read.Like really what more surprises can life have for me.I walked past the shelves hoping for a table with nice view.The sight before me gave me goose bumps.It had a glass roofing and open in one side giving entry to a garden.It wasn't flowery.It had wild trees and the whole place reflected green.I sat there reading A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks.What an amazing combo would it be if this place had a hot barista.One could wish.

"Hey there,Hows your day?Do you like some....... you?"he stammered looking at my face. Rohit? Stammering? Come on people. "Yes,I would love some hot chocolate,sugarcube. Ummm I mean with sugarcube."