Chapter 15

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(Allison's POV )

3:35 am

"Allison?" Harry's raspy voice says.

"Yeah, I'm sorry I don't know why I decide to call you," I sniffle.

"Have you been crying?"

"Uh... Well, uh, yeah, I had a nightmare."

"About what?" He breathes out.

"An.. Andrea. Harry, she's...she's gone." I sob again.

"What?"

"She... they can't find her. She's missing. She could be dead." I sigh.

"I'm coming over."

He hangs up.

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I went downstairs to get him after he called me claiming he was outside. I let him in and quietly lead him to my room.

"I can't sleep, my dad gave me sleeping pills to take but I don't want to sleep," I explain, "I don't want to see her in my nightmares."

"Let's do something to get your mind off of it." He suggests, "I haven't been able to sleep either."

"Let's watch a movie or something?" I ask.

"Sure, I'll pick."

He walks over to my tv and looks through the movies.

He picked "Finding Nemo" I laughed at his choice and turned it on.

"Are those Christmas lights?" He asked.

"Yeah."

"Can I turn them on?" He smiled, I don't know why he was in such a good playful mood but I loved it.

He flipped the lights on and hopped back on the bed.

"Mood lighting, yeah?" I giggle.

We sat side by side with our heads against the headboard with our legs out in front of us.

About 20 minutes into the movie Harry turns to me.

"Are you a virgin Allison?"

I cough, "Uh what?"

"Have you had sex yet?"

"Uh no, no I haven't."

"And why is that?" He looks at me.

"Well I have self respect. I'm not easy Harry, I'm not willing to just ... give it away."

"But you've been dating Justin for months now."

I couldn't find what emotion was behind his words.

"Yeah, but I want to save it for someone I love," I explain.

He looks at me and turns back to the movie.

I wonder when he lost his. After 5 minutes of debating if I should bring it up or not, I ask him.

"When did you lose yours?" I turn to him a sit cross legged.

"I'm a virgin Allison," he states seriously.

I laugh, a good laugh, the first one I've had in a while. "That's a good one Styles."

He laughs, "I lost it when I was 14."

"14?! How? When? Who?"

"She was 18 and all my friends were pressuring me. So I did it, I didn't give a shit and I still don't."

"She didn't care that you were 14?" I ask.

"I told her I was 16, she probably wouldn't care even if she knew the truth though. She was a whore," he explains.

"Oh."

He turns and faces me.

"Do you think you'll even love Justin?"

"I don't know, I can't tell what the future holds but honestly I don't see myself having a future with him." I say honestly. Lately I've been thinking about breaking up with him. I don't know why, maybe I'm getting bored of him, that sounds sluttly but I don't think it's working out.

"Oh."

We continued watching the movie. I grew tired, my eyes started to get heavy.

Without thinking I lay my head onto his shoulder. He jumps at first then relaxes. Why does he always get so caught off guard when it goes to stuff like that. Has he ever actually had feelings for someone or had he always just hooked up? Maybe I'll ask him another time.

After a couple minutes of laying like that, I fell asleep.

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