•Jaemin's POV•
It took time for my cuts on my right arm to heal. My life is a living hell, what's wrong with me. I made a list on how I can kill myself, but I can't complete it, I'm too afraid.
"What am I talking about I was always like this" afraid, lonely. Thanks to my beloved parents I'm like this. They never gave me love, they killed themselves because of me.
What a monster I am... dragging a sharp, shiny knife on my skin. Fresh blood escaping from my flesh, it felt good at the same time it hurt like shit.
I took drugs.. I'm not completely bad aren't I. I haven't taken advantage of my medication, I mean drugs.
To me this is normal, I have been doing this for years. Ever since that incident happened, that's what changed my life forever. Slowly breaking little by little....
Tears fell from my eyes, I hate myself. I can't trust no one, ever again.
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New story!! Yay!
TBH i just randomly just wrote watever came to my mind. Anyways I'll just go back to sleep now. Have a great day!
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