High school crush

8

I woke up to Levi I felt like crying he was graduating in 2 months and after that I only had 5 month before he leaves me "GOID morning EREN" Levi said "morning Levi" I said and I walked on my balcony and sighed and Levi watched through the class door as I talked to myself "but when he leaves maybe he'll forget about me and find a girlfriend I only have 7 months left for him before he leaves for a long time
Levi's prospective!
My heart was pierced at every word he said I opened the door and he saw me he was tearing up and I hugged him "dude I'm not leaving it's only like two towns over" I said and he wiped his eyes "quit being so hysterical" I said and he gave a small chuckle and I kissed him and we walked out and I went plain again and sat on his bed and started reading and he lowered my book and he was laying over me and I kissed him and went back to reading and he laid next to me and he read with me and I shut the book and I walked down stairs and I sat next to mikasa "YOUR gonna have to break it to him YOU cant stay" she said changing the channel and i looked at her "I couldn't he was so upset that I was leaving I couldn't break it to him  he was crying" I said to her "y-you lied to m-me" I heard him say and he dropped the glass he was holding "E-EREN IM SORRY!" I said and he ran upstairs and locked the door and I hit the door "DAMNIT EREN!" I said and kept hitting the door and when I was in I didn't see EREN and I saw him crying on the bed and I hugged him "EREN I didn't know how ta tell ya" I said "WELL YOU COULDVE JUST TOLD ME INSTEAD OF LIEING TO ME!" He said and pushed me out of his room and I walked down stairs I was stabbed by a hundred blades right in the heart by how EREN yelled he is so nice and sensitive and I walked out and walked to my house and I saw Erwin and he hugged me "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" "I moved into erens but he doesn't want to see me right now so...." "what's wrong" "I told him I'm staying with him cause I knew he would blow up with tears if I told him we couldn't hang out anymore from another state and he doesn't want me right now" I started crying and ran up to my room and saw the bloody knife and used it on my self and EREN walked in and saw my porcelain white sheets and red on it "dude why is there food coloring in your bed...? ANYWAY I'm sorry I blew up at you" he said and I could only say "it's not food coloring it is blood" I said and he looked at me and picked me up and my arms were still bleeding "EWRIN GET THE FUCKING ENGINE STARTED!" EREN said running down stairs with me in his arms and I passed out and woke up next to sleeping EREN and I cried and turned my head "I just want to fucking die and not come back" I said And EREN woke up to see my crying and he hugged me and I still cried and when I stopped he kissed me and I stopped crying and focused on him and I looked at his emerald eyes when he let go of the kiss and I got up noticed I was in erens house and walked to the roof and sat on the edge and EREN came running up the stairs and then stood behind me without me knowing "what's the point of even living in this torturous thing we call life it is a cruel world...but yet beautiful"I said and when I was about to jump of my body pulled me back to sit "I don't want to live but why am I stopping myself from ending it" I said and looked forward at the town "nothing is right with me" I said and as I walked off EREN grabbed my shirt and pulled me back "WHAT IS WROBG WITH YOU" he said and I bit his hand and ran towards the edge and he grabbed me "e-ere-EREN let me go I'm worthless" "I'll let you go to fucking sleep" "ill kill myself while you are sleeping" I said and I was forced down the stairs onto the second floor "then I'll lock you in a room you can't escape from" he said and put me in the bed "I'll just see if this changes your suicidal mind of yours" he said and kissed my cupping my cheek "that the best you got brat" I said when he let go and he laughed "you think I'm done I haven't even started" he said and lowered my pants and took them off and then me shirt and then his clothes and grabbed a pair of hand cuffs and put them on both of my hands and slowly pushed in and I held it in "let it out baby boy" EREN said and nibbled on my ear and I was about to moan so loud but someone knocked on the door and EREN undid the handcuffs on me and pretended I was asleep and EREN told them to come in and crossed his leg and put his hand over my erection "HEY armin" he said "ok don't pretend I know you to where having sex what was happening on the roof" I was quiet but EREN answered immediately and armin left and EREN put the handcuffs back on me and put my hairless legs back on his shoulders and pushed in me and I didn't moan and he looked at me "YOUR gonna let it *moan* go soon enough"He said I gotta say I did enjoy this though"does it sound like I am?" I said in a normal tone and he went faster and harder and I blushed more from heat "EREN give it up I.am.not.moaning" I said and I felt him cum and I laid down and he pulled out and kissed down my body and started sucking it was hard not to moan but he gave up and fell asleep keeping the handcuffs on me so I put on a shirt and walked up to the roof "not good at making sure I can't move" "Levi?" I heard and turned around and saw mikasa closed the hatch and sat next to me  "are those handcuffs?" She said and I blushed "just go get a knife PLEASE" I said and she ran to get a knife and came back with the sharpest THE had and cut it off and I rubbed my cut wrist "what's wrong" "what's not wrong is the question" I said getting up walking towards the edge and she followed "EREN hates me YOUR mom hates him and everything sucks" I said and I leaned forward and she grabbed me "are you trying to break wrens heart" "no I'm trying to break my own obviously" I said trying to get free of her grip and she brought me back in the house and I got back on the roof again and I dropped landing on the hard unforgiving ground I felt my leg snap and I closed my eyes as my vision got blurry and I opened my eyes and saw a room a dark room I buried my face in my knees and cried "what have I done" a voice said "he is alive but he needs rest he'll be out soon mr.jeager we are just waiting for him to wake up" I heard and I opened my eyes and I looked around the blurry room and EREN hugged me  "LEVI!" He cried and hugged me tighter and cried "YOU scared me so much why would you do that to your self!" "I'm worthless"