Something Great

Time to Process

Harry's POV

I was beyond pissed right now!

How dare he come to me on my free time especially when I'm with Ashley!?

I have so many mixed emotions right now, I feel mad and angry because of the encounter with Travis and happy and nervous because I'm with Ashley and I wanted to tell her how I feel about her.

I didn't even noticed till right now that my hands were clenching the steering wheel so hard the my finger tips were turning white.

I am probably freaking out Ashley.

"Listen Ashley, i-"

I was cut off by her speaking.

"Harry you are obviously not in the mood to talk, why don't you just take a minute to breath and be normal harry?"she said with a slight yet reassuring grin.

This is what I love most about Ashley, she is so understanding of everything and always seeks the good in people.

Mostly I would go for the looks but Ashley just had it all.

She is perfect.

I don't deserve her.

*exhales*

"Better?" says Ashley

"Better" I say reassuringly

Ashley's POV

Harry's looked so tense and so worried, I knew he had some, I mean a lot of explaining to do.

But I wasn't going to rush him.

I will let him tell me when he is ready to tell me.

"Okay so your probably wondering what happened back there." he exhales stoping the car a couple blocks from my house.

"I am, but I will let you tell me when you want to not because you feel the need to." I say touching his shoulder.

"No I trust you enough but Ash, you have to promise me no matter what, you will NOT tell anybody!"

He says

"Pinky swear!" I say holding out my pinky.

"I thought you said the was 'stupid'!" he chuckled trying to mimic me in a girly voice.

"I do not sound like that!" I say crossing my arms.

"Yes you do not pinky swear women!"

We hooked pinkies and he starts to prepare to speak.

(I'm just making this up)

"Ok here it goes, so when I was 8 my dad became an abusive alcoholic. I don't remember much but I remember always waking up to screaming and slapping noises. One time I wondered what it was so I go to my parents room and see my dad hitting my mom, it hurt so much to see my mom like that, and to think that my dad was a hero. I was crying so hard and basically broke inside. It was like this for about 3 years until I had enough and called the cops when I was 11. I beat the living shit out of him, don't ask me how but I did. The police took him to prison. He got lifetime. I found out he was in a gang this whole time and eventually his gang turned on my dad and came after my mom sister and I when I was 15. I was able to keep my mom and sister safe by forming my own gang. My dad owes about 30,000 to his old gang, now his expenses are on me and they are expecting me to get them that money."

He exhaled yet again.

I was speechless, how could a innocent boy go through something like that?

Why?

He has been through so much at such a young age.

What do I say?

"Say something please."

He begs with tears in his eyes.

"I am so sorry harry, you don't deserve this, you deserve a normal life and not worry about this bullshit."i say

"Wait so your not going to stop talking to me?" he questioned

"What? no, harry this is not your fault, it's your dads!"

I say

"Want to know something?" he asked and I nod

"Ever since I met you I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders like I'm happy again.

I am so broken Ash that I don't even know who i am anymore. but every day I spend with you every second I'm with you, you feel in those broken pieces." he says with a tear in his eye.

"That is the best thing anybody has ever told me! and as long as I'm Alive ill be sure to be by your side no matter what!"

I say

"I'd like that Ashley Smith!"

He says

I catch a glimpse of his beautiful emerald eyes and he slowly starts to lean in as I do.

He brushes his lips against mine and he finally kiss.

This kiss was like nothing before. it was full of lust and passion.

We brake the kiss and he look at me with his eyes.

"Ashley Crystal Smith. Will you be my Girlfriend?" He says with nervousness and excitement in his voice.

"I would love too Harry Edward Styles!" I say with another peck on his lips.

This was a very interesting night!

Time to process!