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I wish every thing would be alright

I wish everyone would just forget about me

I wish the pain would go away

I wish everyone would stop tearing my heart out and throwing it to the floor

I wish for a perfect world...but that won't ever happen...

I wish people weren't so misunderstanding..

I wish my brother was still here

I wish I didn't hurt everyone I care about

I hope he still loves me

I hope his feelings for me didn't change

I hope he's alright

I hope I didn't break him

I hope he's still okay

I hope he's still my Colby Jack

I hope we might get back together

I hope he doesn't hate me

I hope he doesn't dislike me

I hope nobody HATE hates me

I hope the scars fade

I hope the pain fades

I hope the world never ends

I hope that they're might be an us again

I love him

I love my friends

I love my mom

I love James (R.I.P big bro)

I love the gang (Online and not)

I love my hometown

I love seeing him smile

I love knowing he's okay

I love him being happy even if I ain't the person or thing making him happy

I love everything about him

His smile makes me melt

His laugh makes me happy

His voice makes my day

His name is so fucking amazing

His touch sends shivers down my spine

His hair is goals

His presence makes me feel safe

His existence makes my existence worth it

I could write about him all day

I could talk about him all night

I could talk to him all weekend

I could love him forever and always

I could wait for him till the day I die

I could love him for a thousand years

I could love him for a thousand more

He is my best friend

He is my air

He is my drug

He is my safe place

He is my one and only

He is my happiness

He is the reason I smile

He is the reason I check my phone in the morning when I wake up

He is the reason I laugh

He is the reason I believe in myself

He is the reason I breath

He is the reason I am alive

He is the reason why I don't cut

He is my knight in shining armor

He is the only person I really need to love love

He is all I ever need!

He is all I ever want!

He is the Bonnie to my Clyde

He is the smoke to my high

He is the Bob to my Marley

He is the light to my day

He is the dark to my night

He is the Batman to my Robin

He is my other half

He is the last piece to my heart

He is my Colby Jack

He is my everything


That God damn smile....*Bites my lip hard*

I love you Colby Jack

Its more than a crush, more than a like like, more than a love. Baby ima make you mine, and I ain't giving up.

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