bago kami umalis tinawagan ko si yael..
"hello"
(o why are you now callin??)
"pupunta ako ngayon sa tagaytay"
(and??so??)
"with vice...i will tell him na ikaw yung mahal ko"
(buti naman..para di na sya umasa)
"o sige.."
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"ano..tara?"
"lets go"pinilit kong ngumiti
sa car:
"san ba tayo??"
"tagaytay.."
"uumm..sige"
after an hour
"k,andito na tayo"
now were here in the beach then we rest for a while then we went to the seashore
"bat mo ko isinama rito??"
"ikaw lang kasi pwede"
"eh bat hindi si yael??"
"nagaway kami kagabi"
"pagkatapos nung hug??"
"its just a simple misunderstanding"
"napapadalas na yang misunderstanding na yan ah..hinde ba kayo nagkakasakitan?"
"hinde naman"
i lean on him
"you know what vicey.im so lucky coz your here at my side,you protect me and you love me for whom i am"i cry
"oo naman..ikaw yung pinakaspecial sa buhay ko"
"sorry vice..sorry..sorry for everything"i walkout
were just eating now then after we play.were just running seems like tomorrow is the end of the world.di namin namalayan na gumagabi na.we went to the seashore again.
"bat tayo andito?"
i hug him
"i love you.."
"what?"
"i said i love you..i love you vice"
he hug me
"talaga??i love you too kurba"
"but.."
"but??"
"mas mahal ko si yael..mas una ko syang minahal mas kilala namin ang isat isa"i started to cry
"ano??k kaya kitang kilalanin.were happy when were together.."he started to cry too
"vice alam ko yun..pero iba yung sitwasyon natin,bakla ka babae ako.una kitang minahal,simula palang ng kwento mahal na kita pero ikaw minahal mo lang ako nung sinabi kong mahal kita"
"no..mali ka..araw araw kitang minamahal.araw araw pinagdarasal ko na sana mapansin mo ko,.sa pagiyak mo sa tabi ko,matauhan ka,iniisip ko na sana ako na lang yung totoong mahal mo.sana ako na lang bf mo"
"kung pwede lang naman"
"kung pwede lang pag-bigyan"
"pag-ibig ko sayo, di papatalo"
he hug me then
"kaya kitang pakawalan kasi alam kong ipinipilit ko lang naman ang sarili ko sayo.i let you go but before that i want to say i love you.thank you becoz you change me.thank you kasi naging part ka ng buhay ko :) "
this time,tuluyan na nya kong pinakawalan.sumabay sa buhos ng ulan ang iyak namin.i went to my room.
#pauel_saphira
