Schizophrenia! Schizophrenia!

I feel like there's monsters and shadows in my head, just waiting to come out.

They're waiting like I have to open the cage

I know how to unlock it but I can't extract my fear

I can't Peel back the nostalgia and I swear I'm not feeble minded

You're all slow and unaware

I see it all with my demons... my demons... my demons

I see what you can't

I feel like a banshee in the room

I'm screaming and screaming and breaking but none of you can hear my warnings

Everything is avoided, pointless, useless

No one is going to take in

Consideration of the weak old and poor people

These fucking shadows.. my friends.. prescribe me with the killing intrest and suicide pressure

Some kind of fear I have..

Being alone..

Sometimes its comfortable &

Sometimes its the scariest periods of my life

And when I think of it.. I'm detached

No law, no rule

Schizophrenia schizophrenia schizoid mess

And in my head I kill everyone

In my head the demons help me..

They enlighten me, seduce me and kick me to the floor

You wont understand how I feel empowered and smart by my insanity but scared and lonely

Like I can see what you can't

And you put me in a white room for it..

And there..

That's where I see your mistake..

You let me leave with the demons still with me..

You let me walk around still, in towns and houses I know..

But you don't understand that I don't feel familiar with it...

None of feels like me..

I don't even understand if I even feel a "me" or just the outer part of an even more inner shell

Hollow to the bones..

Bones containing no marrow, feeling or soul

I believe I am crazy..

I believe nothing has a meaning..

My shadows.. my friends..

I want my prescription..

I want my stability..

I want to feel like everybody else feels..

I want to stop being me because this..

This smile feels stale..