Hiding Abuse With A Smile (A Mindless Behavior RayRay Love/Abuse Story)

I Cant Anymore

Chresanto;so where is she now?

Raquan;the girls kidnapped her from me

*The boys all sit on the couch*

Chresanto;aye when u gone ask her to be ur girl? u only passed step one which is getting her to out with you somewhere and kissing her

Raquan;alright well ive descovered that she likes poetry so i made a poem

Jacob;aight i gotta hear this

Raquan;alright so i got...

*So The Girls Get To The Mall*

*So we walking and talking and laughing having a grawsome time each of us have like 3 bags*

Krystal;hahaha and then i told her that she was hitting the wrong button on the equalizer and she got all mad cuz she could have sworn she was right like she always thinks she is

Traverion;haha wow guhh u silly

*A group of girls walk up*

???;Well well well will ya looky here its Honey

Krystal;wassup Nata-hoe wat u doin here

Natalie;awww u mad cuz i called u Honey and i aint no hoe its Natalie ya know like Natalie from Bad Girls Club im HBIC here Head Bitch In Charge ok? All Around The World Hoe

Krystal; HA yeah u a bitch and i heard u give head but u showlnuff aint in charge of nothin but a street corner and slut dont call me no All Around The World How cuz i aint one im only Black, Indian, French, Italian, Irish, and Mexican get it straight dumbass and my name is Krystal Antionnia Lorinzo Remon Patton NOT Honey this aint no dance movie this is real life so if i decide to kill yo ass u really gone die so if u got sum to say bout me or my peoples then u need to direct it towards us not yo lil bitch squad and otherwise yall needz ta Pause Rewind and Delete yoself from my sight cause yall have Officially been DISMISSED

Javia;OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH KKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLL'EEEEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Traverion;OMG SHE JUST GOT DOWN ON U

Mychelle;whoa whoa whoa whoa...WHOA WAIT...Krystal gets mad?

Natalie:*glaring at Krystal8 ya know wat girls its w.e lets go they aint even worth it *walks away*

Krystal;omgrod thank you so much for taking the bitch disease away *smiles waving and turns around* ugh chicas get on my nerves i swaer sometimes i just wanna flatten them and flip them and turn them into Pathalejules just ugh

Girls;*laugh*

*So shopping is over and the night is setting in the girls and the boys went home and Krystal and Raquan are just chillin at the house in the backyard laying on the ground talking laughin ya know enjoying themselves*

Krystal;*laying on my back*hahahaha so then me and my mom was at a resturant gosh i forgot the name of it and um our waitress came over and my mom was standing up still holding me but anyway the waitress asked if we needed anything and i reached over to her and i grabbed her face gently pointing at her eyes and kept saying ''pwetty pwetty are day weal'' and my mom said that the lady thought i was just the cutest baby and then the lady said that her eyes werent real but they were perscriptioned

Raquan;*laying on his back beside me*haha wow ha thats cute

Krystal;*slightly giggles* idk what was up wit me as a child...then so suddenly *voice starts to go into a slight whisper* so fast to quick to realize...my whole entire world changed completely within a blink

Raquan;*looks at me and turns onto his side* Krystal its not ur fault

Krystal;*one tear falls down the side of my face*everyone says that Ray *turns onto my side facing him* but i cant seem to believe it it just wont comprehend to my brain that its not my fault all my life ive told myself over and over and over again its my fault im the reason shes gone my mother is dead cause of me

Raquan;*sits up pulling me gently to sit me up to and holds me rocking my*

Krystal;*starts crying wraps my arms around him* ive lived a lie for so long telling everybody i was ok i was fine im happy nothing was wrong i i i cant do it anymore i cant *crying* ive been Hiding Abuse With A Smile