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RM/KIM NAMJOON - SMUT

This was requested by IloveMarkiplier2005! Hope you all like it! I'm sort of uncomfortable writing this so I'm very sorry if you don't!
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Am I Wrong

Namjoon was your one and only big brother. You've always admired him for being the smart and intelligent one. He was always so kind to you as a big brother, and recently, you've started to admired him in a way that you don't realize as a 12 year old.

In your gut, you always felt that feeling this was wrong, so you pushed all those feelings away and you decided to just focus on your studies to keep your mind off of him.

Some nights, you would find comfort when you would sleep beside him when your cousin visits. Your cousin has a university near your home, so he would give up his room and sleep beside you. He would always be facing the wall. You would gladly nuzzle your face into his broad back, but every time you wake up in the morning, his arms would be snaked around you and his chin would be resting just on top of your head.

You admired your big brother way more than you should have. You talked to this about your best friend at school, and she immediately said that you were in love with your brother. You grimaced and thought of it as a simple joke. But since then, when Namjoon would come to your school to pick you up and take you home, she would give you 'the nudge'. Namjoon would just raise an eyebrow, but chuckle afterwards and take you in his car. He was 18, after all.

Tonight was one of those nights where your cousin, Mingyu would sleep in. You peeked in Namjoon's room to see Mingyu laying on Namjoon's bed, clacking his fingers away on his laptop. He adjusted his glasses and caught a glimpse of you just before you were about to go outside the room.

"Oh, hi Y/N!" He waved and smiled.

"H-hi." You replied.

"Wanna come and see the thesis that I'm working on?" Since you didn't have anything to do right now, you nodded and went inside the room. He patted the space beside him and you quickly sat there.

"I'm working on an engineering thesis right now, and it's about the thermal properties of Oyster Shells as composite filler for polystyrene. I'm gonna heat the recycled shells and-- You don't understand anything, do you?"

"Mmhmm." You nodded, squinting your eyes at his bright laptop in the dimly lit room.

"Well," He shut his laptop off and put it aside. "What do you want to talk about?" He crossed his legs and faced you with a smile.

"Nothing really." You blew your hair out of your face and looked at your own crossed legs.

"Ya, I know something's wrong. I'm like your big brother already. Come on, tell me. I promise I won't tell anyone." He put his right hand over his chest and his left hand was raised as if he was making a petition.

You thought about it for a minute, and you sighed. "Okay then." You hesitated, but you decided to do so. Why not? You trust him anyway.

"Well, I-I've been having mixed feelings about Namjoon oppa recently. I feel like I'm admiring him more than I should be as his sister." You pinked, and you played with your fingers out of embarrassment.

"Wait. Are you saying that you.." He trailed off.

"I what?" You asked him.

"Y-You like him, don't you?" He asked.

"W-What?! No! No I don't!" You denied. "I think I should know my own feelings, Mingyu oppa--"

"Save it, Y/N. I've already seen how you act around Namjoon. In fact, I've also seen how he acts around you."