NVM FORGET IT ☞ Y. MIN

care

jimin.

so it was taehyung's name that you wrote in your notebook. you apparently liked him. i should have known. he was always being touchy toward you and you allowed him. he would always offer hugs and you'd always accept them with a smile. so you confessed to him today.

but he said he didn't feel the same way. i should have told you that he had feelings for jungkook but i thought that was obvious enough. 

you ran out of the classroom crying again. i couldn't call taehyung so i went to see you. 

you hid yourself in the small corner of the library. i could hear your muffled sobs from behind the bookcase. i soothed your back with soft rubs until your hiccups calmed down. then you asked me the question again.

"why do you care about me?"

i told you the real answer because i've been thinking about it myself too. i said that i believe everyone deserved to be loved and that everyone will eventually find their own true lover even if it takes many failed attempts. 

you thought about it for a second and i could have sworn that i saw the corner of your lips twitch up. you pulled me in close and whispered through broken breaths.

"i knew who i wanted before the first."

what did you mean? you didn't mean taehyung, right? what did you mean by "first"? was it your first boyfriend, hoseok? what do you mean, yoongi? could you have possibly meant-

no. that can't be. just forget i ever said anything.