Kill me once again

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Clarisse's Point of view

I jumped at my bed and pick up the pillow beside me. I'm so damn hurt right now. He dumped me like a trash . He didn't saw my worth. Am I that worthless?!

I'm dying in so much pain. It's more like he killed me with a gun, directly through my heart. I felt like my heart freeze and it turned into a hard stone.

Edrian is my First. First of everything. First crush, first suitor, First Boyfriend, and now he marked himself as my First heartbreak. It Fvcking hurts everytime I think of him. I really want to forget him But My Heart is weak. He broke up with me yesterday and He said He don't love me anymore, that he found someone better than me.

It feels like I'm a weak woman. Is this really me? Then I just realized that Crying will let my feelings out, but It won't help me to move on.

I just want to be happy. I Want to forget him. I want to Smile like he did when he's with someone.

I want to change, Not for worst. But for the better....
3 Months later~

"Hello Clarisse! Goodmorning!" Mom greeted me with a tray of food on her hands.

I kissed her Cheeks and said "Goodmorning Mom!" Then she placed the tray on the table.

I sat on the chair infront of my Mom, and beside me is my Brother Liam.

"Goodmorning Little sister!" He greeted me also.

I smiled at him and greeted him.

"You seemed so happy today huh? What's with that smile?" Mom asked and then sits infront of me.

"Nothing! Hahaha! I'm just happy because we are happy!" I explained.

They nodded and we started eating our breakfast.

Hours Have passed and I'm here at the garden Playing with my Riri , the puppy.

He barked so many times, I don't know what he wants .

Then He run fast towards the gate and I saw a pair of shoes of a man.

It is Tristan. Tristan is my bestfriend since Edrian and me are still dating. And When He knew that Edrian Broke up with me, he's always there with me and never leaves me.