My wish

Chapter 1:It cant be that bad?

There I was. In my room, I was crying looking at the window admiring the stars shine so beautifully. I was just so tired. I felt so lonely. No one was ever there for me besides my mom. But she was always working so i never really had time to see her alot. My dad well he passed away. Its been really hard. Lots of stuff changed. We moved home and tommorow was going to be my first day at school. I was gonna be the "new girl" I couldnt help but worry. I fell asleep right at that moment before the clouds of thoughts could reach me.

    "BEATRICE, BEA!!" "HURRY YOU DONT WANT TO BE LATE ON YOUR FIRST DAY. " my mom said. I really didnt want to go but i guess I didnt have anything better to do. I tried to look "presentable". I went down for breakfast "Cmon, why do you have that look on your face?" " Your starting highschool and this is a new beginning.... to start fresh" my mom said with a warm smile. She actually motivated me. I was feeling a bit more confident. Besides what could go wrong? I walked to school trying to not look awkward but for some reason I was really self conscious. I finnaly arrived. I walked to the front office and waited in a chair, a very tall man who seemed to be the principal,greeted me "You must be Beatrice K'ren right?" he said"yes sir that is me"He didn't look mean so that was a good sign. He walked me to my locker and gave me my school schedule. We talked for a while and then i went to first period..... it was Language arts. I felt pretty confident so i just walked in without thinking about it. I stood there.... my feet were practically glued to the ground. "Move bea,say something anything" i said to myself, but i just couldn't. Everything was silent, everyone stared at me "do i look different?, is something wrong with my hair?, am i doing something unconsciously?" I started thinking. Then the teacher broke the silence "Ahh, yes you must be the new trasnfer student" "Would you mind introducing yourself" "okay" "umm my name is Beatrice K'ren but i for short I like Bea and i recently just moved here 2 months ago" "Okay Beatrice you may take a seat that is not taken"   Everyone was still staring at me.

      I walked to my locker to get what i need for my next class. But I somehow tripped over a foot. Everyone started laughing and pointing at me at me. When i tried to get up I had slipped over some water and the laughing got louder. I couldnt help but want to cry, so i ran without thinking. I managed to find my class, but now everything seemed awkward and wierd.

    It was finnaly lunch!!!!! I got my lunch bag.  I tried make friends but every table seemed to be full so i just sat in a lonely table in a dark corner but I tried to stay as positive as possible. "It cant get any worse" I thought to myself i went to throw my trash i bumped into a girl and in a blink of an eye things did get worse "EWWWWWWWW ehhhhhh" "LOOK AT WHAT YOUVE DONE YOU PESKY IDOT" "WATCH WHERE YOU ARE GOING YOU RAT" she said "I am soo soo very sorry,please let me help you" i was scared "EWWW GET AWAY FROM MEEEE!!!" she then went to the restroom to clean herself up along with her friends.

     Finally the day was over. I was so relieved. I came up to my room to take a very very long nap. I didn't want to ever go back to school. So much for a fresh start. I finally woke up to the moonlight lighting up my dark room I walked to my window and hoped that tommorow would be a better day and that all was forgotten.