Complicated

Chapter 3.

~Zayn's POV~

As we are walking I can't help but stare at her.She's so beautiful I can't believe it.I also find it attractive that she is sassy and loud,not shy and quiet like most of the girls I've noticed at this school.

She has her black hair out flowing in the wind and her beautiful brown eyes are staring at the floor.Her hands are in her jean pockets,feet aren't stepping on any of the cracks.

I see this as a chance to make a move so I reach my hand out to grab hers but she yanks away.

"What were you doing?"She asks nervousness in her voice.

"I was gonna umm...hold your hand."I say awkwardly.

I don't know she just makes me so stupid.She makes me not wanna be a bad boy and be a guy who can stay in a relationship for as long as we live.I just want to show her off and be proud to call her mine, even though she's not.She could be if only gave me a chance.

"So can I...you know hold your hand?"I ask scared that she might say no and storm off.

"Uhh...ok?"I am so relieved.

I reach in until I feel her soft warm hand intertwine with mine.My hand is cold and hers is hot,we are opposites attract.

I am smiling until I see her face.There is worry covering her beauty.

"What's wrong Martina?"I ask her hoping she will answer.

"It's nothing,it's just that I've never held hands with anyone else in a long time,"She sighs looking embarrassed.

"That's okay,actually that's great."I comfort,I suspect she doesn't have a boyfriend as well which makes me VERY happy.

"Really?I thought you might say you know,it's lame I'm not all uhh...hipster or slutty?"

I stop us in the middle of the pathway even though I know people will be annoyed.I don't care I just know I don't like seeing her unhappy.

"Martina,it's fine!I like how you have only held some people's hands.It makes me feel special,"I say holding her cheeks in my hands.

"Thanks..."She blushes trying to look at the floor and not make eye contact with me.

She's even more beautiful when she's shy I don't know how that is even possible.I can't believe I'm saying this but I've got to face the facts.

I'm in love.