She fell asleep. It's just me now. But i felt like I wasn't alone. So I folded my hands together, closed my eyes and prayed. As I speak, I experience a lot of weird activity. I spoke for forty five minutes to Him. I told Him how she makes me feel. I told Him how my chest hurts whenever I feel like she is being pulled away from me and when I feel like she is talking to him. I told Him to venture inside my mind, my heart, my soul to show Him the pain I am in, and at that second I felt a chill down my spine. But it wasn't and ordinary chill. I felt as though someone was there with me and I felt so calm that I opened up. I spoke to Him without even knowing He was really there. Before I went to bed, I asked Him for a dream. A dream that told me what happened next and what was in my future. After that, something extraordinary happened.
I was with her in person, walking and talking. Then a spark of a bright light appeared. Then she turned to me and spoke. She said "Tamyko, I know I said I would come back. However, with him, even though I'm not dating him, I have fallen for him. I'm sorry but I will not be coming back." And she hands me my cross and shirt back. The light flickers again and I awake. And the feeling I had when I thought He was there, disappeared. He gave me what I needed to prepare myself. And now I know that no matter what I do, I will fail. But I won't give up. I will keep fighting. Because like her, I fight for what I love. And that love is Chestina.
I love you.
