Change is Good

Chapter 3.

Sydney's POV

Hey
-Ash

My brows automatically constricted when I saw his name. I cannot deny that I grew a hatred on this guy. I dont exactly know why. Maybe because he is using much of my time or he is abusing my kindness. Maybe both.

What is it that he want now? I really dont like the fact that he is texting you now like both of you are some sort of friends. The bad side of me muttered, which I named Chili. Dont mind him Syd! He is just a waste of time!

Chili is the side of me which is more frank, voicing out everything without any breaks, the adventurous me, the one who wants to try everything that will make my heart beats faster, the one that will probably leads me to my early death.

Dont be like that. Give the man a chance to explain Syd. The good side of me which is Café argued. Be kind.

Café is my other personality which is more kind, more reserve, the one who wants to calculate every move that I made to make sure that I stay away from trouble. The one who is always nervous, shy, who does not know how to socialize with people and the one that every parent wants. In short the good person who everybody wants to meet. The goody goody. Well i dont know if there is such a word but yes goody goody. Haha!

Café is just like a café, simple and a place where you can relax. While Chili is like a chili, hot headed and will burn you.

"Both of you shut up! You guys are not helping. You're making me more confused"

Right, im a lunatic talking to my conscience.  But it makes me more relax. I dont really know if im the only human being talking to himself to be more relaxed or its just me. Let me know if you're also like me! We'll be best of friends!

I sighed and replied.

What?
-S

I put my phone on my study table and walk to my closet to change into more comfortable clothes. As soon as I finished changing I heard Lucy calling me from the kitchen. As I head to the kitchen I took my phone first and found out that I have a message.

I will get the book tomorrow
-A

I rolled my eyes upon reading his message.

"So bossy." I muttered.

I really dont know why there are people like him. He is the one who needs something from me and there he is, bossing me around! Unbelievable! Why do I always have to be the kind one?

Because that is you syd. You are always kind. Said Café

Yeah! You always want to stay away from trouble. Added Chili.

" right, and here I am having trouble because im being kind!"

I really dont know what to reply. Arguing with Ashton will do me no good and besides, the early I give him the book the early it is for me to have my freedom back.

Okay.
-s

Will meet you at Crammer's Café at 4
-a

K
-s

I hope he will not find my reply rude. Whatever. I dont care.