I am tired
I want to sleep
You dislike me
I dislike me too
I skipped breakfast and lunch
My friends support me
My family does not
I'll be disowned if I tell you
I like boys and girls
I love him
You judge too quickly
Mom and dad are 7 years apart
Me and him three
I am sad and you know it
You ignore all the signs
The posts don't do it?
It's just because you yelled at me?
Maybe yelling at me signals that even you don't like me
I really want to go to the hospital
The voices never stopped
Please let me stay there
I need some time alone
Need to rethink this
Before I am too harsh
Perhaps I'll tell them my chest hurts
Because I do stuff hoping that I'll die
Lifting bags of mulch
50 pound bags of salt
You yell and constantly tell me
That I'm just a lazy bum
I need to stop texting
But not everyones like you
You yell and sometimes threaten me
But I let you so you're not stressed
Maybe I should tell you
That enough is enough
I think I'll tell you today
and ask to go to the hospitaal
Hopefully not Carlisle
They don't know what they're talking about
Give me a day to think
Maybe they'll keep me overnight.
If I die alone or sometime when you're there
Don't think this is your fault
Really this is mine
