ivan
ivan is his name, the name of the voice that talks not a lot.
the others dont have names, but they talk a lot now.
i can see them too
i see other things too
i wish i wasnt like this
saving everyone but killing myself in the process
i cant help it
ive gained two more to look after
someone wanted to make sure i knew i could talk to them
i did talk to them
things were a little bit better
i wish i was dead
i cant do anything about it
the only reason im alive is that others would die too or fail
theyre keeping me alive because i cant let them be sad
i wish i was dead
but so do you
you matter more than me
i have to help you first
you refuse my help
im sorry to be a burden
