Friends with benefits ↠ M.Y

Four

I go to the kitchen and grab myself a bottled water from the fridge, my cold feet on the floor sending chills through my spine. I head towards the kitchen in a slouch, yawning in the process. sitting on the couch while sipping some coffee I made earlier.

I don't get how we're so close already, forgetting the part of him having sex with me, we barely know eachother. I have lived in his house for barely a few days and I've already banged him. Honestly what is wrong with me.

I sigh and scratch my head, I'll keep away from him and stay in my room, we are just friends, nothing else. I take my water and myself back to my room and lay on the bed, wrapping myself up in my blankets and I close my eyes. I miss home, I really do, my mum texted me yesterday saying she'll be sending a care package. I'm not sure what of though? Bathroom supply's maybe. She's very handy when buying me stuff.

I walk into my room and yoongi is no where to be seen. I hum and lay on my messy bed, closing my eyes and drinking from my water bottle. I sigh and stuff my hands into my oversized sweater, inhaling the soft smell of lavender, which was a common smell back at home. The memories all coming back to me, I miss them so much.
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||Monday 6:10am||

My alarm screams into my ear, causing a headache already. I sigh and slowly lift myself up to sit right and to swing my legs onto the floor. I rub my eyes, removing the sand that I've got from the sand monster. I get up and grab my needed bath soaps and head towards the bathroom, entering quietly, not wanting to wake the grumpy yoongi.
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I get out of the steamy shower, feeling relaxed and ready for today's first lectures. I head towards my room with my bath stuff and a towel wraps around my wet torso. I dry my hair, trying not to burn myself, my hair trying into light curls as the air blows onto my neck lightly. After an hour of getting dressed, doing my makeup and fixing my hair I feel my stomach growl. Sighing to myself I grab my keys, phone and a thick jacket. Going through the house and leaving without a word.

This morning I never saw yoongi, I don't know is morning schedule so he could've been in his classes already. I shouldn't care too much as he's just a roommate however he's a friend, only a friend. I struggle with us sleeping together, it's always on my mind but I can't help it, I feel so uncomfortable.

|| yoongi pov ||

Im half way through my lecture and I can't stop thinking about Kim, she's all I care about right now. Her skin against mine, my lips against her skin... I groan into my I hoodie sleeves as I feel myself grow in my jeans. My friend Taehyung peers over to him "yoongs you okay?" I clench my eyes and try and think of disgusting things, but I couldn't stop thinking of her no matter how hard I try.

"Y-yeah, I-i just don't get what s-she's saying" Tae nods and sends his notes to me via email. I nod lightly and save it. Shutting my laptop and packing up my stuff. Taehyung furrows his soft brown eyebrows "where are you going buddy?" I tell him I need the bathroom and he nods slowly, turning and paying his full attention to the professor. I rush out and wander down the halls quickly, pulling my hoodie down to cover up my stressed jeans.

I search through the lectures and find Kim's hall. I walk in, nobody turning their head, caring more about there notes then anything. I search around and see her, I quietly pace over to her and grab her wrist. Whispering quietly to her "you're coming with me baby"