It's my last subject before lunch. I walk through the crowded hallway when my phone rang. It's James.
"Hey" I talked. "Where are you?"
"Walking towards you" he said and I immediately looked around to find him. He is far from me but I can see his smile. The hallways is pretty occupied but because of his height, I can still see him. I hear someone call my name by the drama room and I turned to see Lucy, my classmate from the class. I looked back at James still quite far from me.
"Im sorry, something came up, meet me at the cafeteria" I said through the phone and he nodded smiling before ending the call. I watched him turn back before I headed to Lucy. I entered the room as when I looked back, she's not by the door anymore. I went into the room.
"What is it?" I asked smiling when the door closed. Ashton, Michael and Calum were sitting by the chairs. I turned to see Luke.
"Give her her stuffs and leave us please" Luke asked, surprisingly in a nice way. He's looking at the ground, waiting for the boys to leave. I quickly looked at Lucy, I don't know what's happening and my heart is beating so fast.
"Im so sorry" Lucy whispered before the other boys handed her bag back and exited the room with her. I couldn't afford to look behind me. I let out a deep breathe with my eyes tightly closed before opening them again and turning to him.
"We should talk" Luke talked and I don't know but it looks like he's begging.
"No. We have NOTHING to talk about" I firmly said before pushing his arm away from the knob when he grabbed my arms and turned before smashing my back against the door. My breathing increased, as I try to get myself free from his grip.
"We both know i'm the one you want. You love me, not him?!" he whispered into my face, I guess preventing for a scene to build.
"I don't know what you're talking about" I said and looked away. I can feel his stare, and it feels like physically hurting me. He is right, but James is the right guy for me. It's not like i'm using James, I know I can love him, he is not hard to love.
"Tell me you don't love me" he demanded still firmly pinning me against the door.
"I have been loving you, I have been trying to get your attention for so long now by teasing you and all and you don't even talk to me!" he finally screamed before punching the door he's pinning me unto. It made me jump and close my eyes.
"I could have all the girls I want, there are so many hot girls coming after me and I don't know why im stuck with you" his words surprised me. But I can't let my guard down. I need to stand up for what I want him to know.
"I never told you to love me, I never told you to care." I said in a whisper before looking at him in the eyes.
"Say it. I want you to say it so I can stop this shit now." he demanded again, coming closer. I moved my face do increase distance and stared past him. I whispered.
"I don't want you. I don't love you Luke."
"You can't even look at me" he said before taking his stare off me, looking at the ground between us, still pinning me against the wall.
I was shocked when he took his hands off my arms and it's when I finally looked at him. He walked away a bit holding his head before walking back to me, closer than earlier.
"How about this. Kiss me." he said and his words made my eyes open wide.
"Are you crazy?!" I bite back.
"We both know how crazy that kiss is, and this will prove whether you're telling the truth or not." he is teasing me. His hands held me by my jaw and i'm focusing on his lips. He moved closer and closer until our lips are one move away from touching.
"Please" he whispered before closing his eyes and I think my heart melted. Luke isn't the type to say 'please'. He's never gonna be the type to beg for a girl. Before I know it, my hands went to his face and we started to kiss, I just realized I dropped my bag when I heard the sound of it touching the floor.
I suck on his lower lip while he suck on mine. I haven't kissed anyone but him but I think I can already say he gives the best kisses. I pushed him off me, our lips still kissing, before I smashed him against the near wall. He let out a little laugh and I think it turned him on. His hands went down my lower back, and I love it when he hold me there. My right arm pushing the back of his neck closer to me. We continued to kiss. My hands then went to his chest, pinning him against the wall. His hands moved to my waist, lightly rubbing it with his fingers. He let out some moans while we kiss and I think it's the sexiest sound I've ever heard. My hands went back to his face. We are so lost in the kiss when it hit me that James is waiting for me at the cafeteria and we shouldn't be doing this.
I pulled away looking at him, and it's when he opened his eyes. His eyes are so beautiful, but this is not right.
"What's wrong?" he whispered to my mouth.
"This is wrong. I'm sorry" I said before pulling his hands off my waist and running out of the room.
I ran through the crowded hallway and I just realized there's tears in my eyes. I bumped into someone as my tears are blinding me. I looked up at him. It's James. He quickly wrapped his arms around me.
"Hey" a breathless voice called behind me and it's Luke. I looked back before looking up at James. Luke is holding my bag in his right hand, looking at me and James.
"You.. um. That girl, from the drama room told me to give this to you." he said looking at James. I can feel the tension between them and it feels like my heart is in my mouth.
"Thank you" James answered for me before walking before me blocking Luke's sight of me and taking my bag from Luke. Luke moved to look at me before walking away. James turned to me and held my face.
"What's wrong? Are you okay?" he asked and I don't think I can talk.
"Why- Are you crying?" he asked and this time, I have to.
"No. No. This is, I think these tears are from the practice. See, as what Luke said, I came from the drama room and we had a run of this scene." I lied.
