Another hour passes
Tick
tok
tick
tok
Every agonizing second I'm reminded that it's a second more that we haven't spoken
my heartstrings squeeze my throat tighter and tighter
I cannot. breathe
I. cannot be ..... without you
I inhale sharply
Painfully
It's the only thing I can do to keep from falling apart
The physical pain masks the emotional hurt
But either way I'm suffering
I
exhale
And fall
apart
I collapse into myself and my emotions take over
My mind is playing me like a puppet
She loves me
She loves me not
She... still loves me
She doesn't. She doesn't love me anymore.
No no no
She STILL loves me....
..... right?
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I think I'm done writing these. Goodbye.
