Luhan Is My Brother

Six Months

Yu Han P.O.V

After that night, I am not meeting any of them anymore including my dearest gege. That night felt so cold though and when I stared at the windows, I could see the big rounded full moon. The moon looks dimmer than ever. It seems like the moon was also sad. I could barely sleep that night as I've been thinking of the precious note. 

However, life has to move on as the time still ticks without any sympathy. I continue each day with such a hectic routine. Waking up early for classES and staying up late for assignments. How annoying but gotta do so. I do text Luhan at times, but you know blueticks from him always be priority. I don't blame him. I know how busy he is. Busier than me obviously.

By the way, I make loads of new friends. Some of them are pretty annoying and offensive. But most of them are cools and fun to be with. I've been hangout with these two lads, Shin Hae and  Diana. They share the same interests as me. We don't like pubs. We prefer bedroom to hangout as it provides comfort and self-ruling more.  We love books but we're not nerds, I swear because we are putting too much on fashion. But please we don't seek for boys attention as we don't really talk about em' .

It has been almost six months I am here hanging out with them, living my hectic life yet they never have an idea of my brother. Thank god. I tend to keep that as a secret. They always come by to my house for sleepovers and so one day, Shin Hae come to me ask where do I get all the money to buy such a luxurious penthouse. Truthfully I am never good at lying. I just answer "mom, dad. well they work hard to afford this for me though" . Shin Hae's face does look like she believe me so I feel relieved. I sigh. 

"I wonder how is your house there in Beijing" Diana.

"U-uhm not too big tbh. It's just this house you know they spent more for me than them"

"What about your brother? You did say you've one right?" Diana.

"A-aa-ah yes yes. W-wha-ay did you ask"

"How does he live if all money run to your pocket" Shin Hae.

"W-We-ll, he's doing great. Always. you know" 

They sound curious and probably I sound suspicious. I am scared too because who knows if they actually know the truth and they're only setting up to know my profile. I stay silent as I think that's the best thing to do. " Do you know Luhan ? Oh my god" my eyes turn wide as I realised Shin Hae has entered my room, looking at the frames on the wall. I just nod. 

"Well you guys do look the same"she laughs. 

I freak out. This is not the first time people said this but this time it's my two fav lads talking about that seriously. Well they do sound significant though.

"What a joke" I neglect that statement and pretend to not know anything. 

Well the reason why am I hiding it because i don't think it's a good idea to tell who my brother is. I might be chased by sasaeng fans, yes those mad ones. My head can turn into bald as after getting chase, they'll pull out my hair and tear my shirt. Oh No What A Nightmare.

Futhermore, mom advised me so. She said there's no use of telling people who Luhan is and basically I agree to mom. After all , I am different from my brother so why should I take him for granted, right? I don't study this far to just be proud of my brother and bragging about it. I want to chase my dreams too. To make it easier, I choose this way, living without popularity. Sorry I'm not your typical girl and not even your library-kind-of-girl. I'm just slayin' my own life by my own. 

Lu Han P.O.V

What a really busy month. We're currently preparing for exo comeback. Well exciting but I'm hella fatigue. I miss lying around on the floor after being pushed by baozi off the bed. Working never easy but this 11 peeps, make it easier. I guess? Haha. 

I've just come to my sense that it's been awhile since I talked to Yu Han, either on the phone or nah. Meeting her getting more strenuous now. I realised I 'seen' her messages a lot. I wish to reply them or sometimes I really do but the send button seems hard to be pressed. 

It's not just Yu Han that Im getting myself disconnected with. Even my parents. I only manage to contact them twice a week now. I feel terrible of course but they are such a blessing , they understand me and yes including my work. I want to focus on this christmas comeback then later Ive got plans to visit them. With Yu Han, maybe. 

Or maybe with brother-in-law too?

Right guys, I know I shouldn't say that. Although Im busy with trainings, every single time I see Kai's face either from the reflection of the mirror during dance prac or face to face, I'll feel sorry for him. I always told him about Yu Han's big crush on him before but now everything seems to turn upside down. Kai's heart seems like growing big into Yu Han while that little  cheeky sister of mine has an opposite feeling for him. I just do not understand girls.

Kai looks distracted for this comeback. What makes me worrier is that his distraction got noticed by our choreographer for numerous times. I really want to fix this as a hyung to Jongin and a brother to Yu Han. But I was not born with supernatural powers , Im not an assassin. Just an ordinary guy but a little extra *smirk* . 

I approach Kai some times. Asking if he is fine and why he seems so bothered. Glad that I did that because he finally speak up to me about it. Yes, about the letter. 

He's being confuse of what he's doing. He doesn't know if it was right on writing the letter to Yu Han. He told me that there's no reply from Yu Han and he takes in it. He doesn't really hope for a reply though but he was surprised that Yu Han hasn't told me about it.  

"You're really busy huh Luhan hyung?" asked Kai.

"I really hope I could spare some time for them"

"It's alright. Focus now , Word Hard now, and leisure awaits later. Okay?"

and thats the reason why I like Jongin. He has that spirit that not everyone owns. 

Our conversations don't go any further as we are only given 10-20 minutes rest. 

Kai P.O.V

I know I look distracted and truthfully I am. I guess Ive confessed to Yu Han with full of sincerity about my feelings and my thoughts on her. I just hope she won't reflect negative towards it. 

But no matter how I try to take it in a positive way, I'm still thinking about it. 

'What will she think of me now?'

'A pathetic guy?'

'Will I get to see her again after this?'

'I didn't make it awkward am I?'

Yea hundred of questions running back and forth on my minds so no wonder I got noticed. I don't think I should act this way, I need to pull myself together and just then I can complete another pieces. I told Luhan hyung to focus and work harder. Therefore, I need to do the same or even better. Hopefully as the time passes for practise, Yu Han's heart would grow fonder. 

No guys Im not being complicated. I did say that she could just date any other guy in her campus in the letter aite? Thus, her heart could just grow fonder to anyone, I don't specific it to me. I am not hurting myself guys, I promise. I only want to complete the puzzle.

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Yeah done with this chapter ! Its a bit too short and slow huh? Gotta wait for the next chapter then !! 

But profoundly Im taking exam for middle school this year and it's happening in two to three months from now. It's vital for me to focus like KAI AND LUHAN jn ^^ But I'll do updates when I'm free and done with studying , ok?

Okay my beloved readers that you for the supports. Enjoy reading :D