You ruined my life...Honestly wish you were never in my life, maybe i wouldn't be as fucked up as I am. You've scarred me for life. I still flinch til this day. Damn you, you rat bastard! You've made my life a living hell, you are honestly a lousy excuse of a man let alone a father. I trust no one because of you, I have to keep my guard up. Because I feel like someone is going to hurt me again, I shouldnt be scared of people. People think I'm weird, or scared... if they only knew what you put me through, maybe then they'd understand. I'm your kid , you're suppose to love me and care about me, not hit me and not give two shits about me.I don't tell people what you've done to me, because I know if I did I would break down after just saying your name. I still have nightmares about you... But lets to another part where you've fucked up in my life. My birthday....you sent me a TEXT the day AFTER my birthday. Let come on, you can't even get my birthday right?!?! I know this is going to sound weird but thank you.... Thank you for all of that torture because it made me the person I am today and I wouldn't change for the world.
