The Sad Realizations

Well Jude.

We have all had a crush that will always be in our mind. As always that guy or girl is someone we will never have a chance with. I began to accept that my life was basically shit. Yup I'm not even gonna lie. My love life is shit, as always I am the piece of trash that carries around all that love shit on her back. But here goes the first story of many.

I introduce you to Jude.

He has brown eyes, dirty blond hair, a stupidly cheesy grin and a asshole like attitude.

Jude is the type of person who judges you withought even knowing you. The point is that this guy was everything a girl could ask for. Honestly fuck my life for even thinking he could possibly like me. He was the guy I had a crush on for almost a year. This means that I was scared to talk to him. Time eventually passed and I didn't like him that much anymore so I decided to talk to him, I can say even though he is an actual douche bag, he is a really nice person. I talked more with Jude after that but even though it was like once a month. 

Also random facts about him: 

He sings 

Plays Violin 

is actually a decent person.

The sad realization here is that I fell for a guy that only cares about himself and from the begining i knew i was going to get hurt. Honestly Jude was never a mistake he made me realize that some people just suck a lot and only care about themselves.