HERMOSA

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"Yaa...Im Jaebum! Do you think being an idol is a joke? You can't sit around and play. You have work. You disappoint us very much." Said the director. The boy called Im Jaebum looked down on his feet. "I am not joking." He sighed heavily. "What do you say?" Asked the director. Jaebum rolled his eyes and stared blankly to the tile floor in that fancy room of the company director. "Jaebum. You are the black hole in your group. That's why your group can't be successful like other groups!!" The director won't stop blaming everything to Jaebum. "Fine!! I know that you want me to leave so bad. Now I leave! So you won't be wasting your time to nag at me every time and just focus to improve the group. I'm leaving." Jaebum said and left the room without any goodbye. The director sighed. "He is really the pain in my neck." Said the director. 

Jaebum went straight to his dorm where he lives with his other members. He entered the house and immediately went to his room. All the members who were spending their time playing a game and watching a movie in the living room looked at Jaebum confusedly. "I'll check on him." Jinyoung, the closest member to Jaebum said and the others only nodded. Jinyoung knocked on Jaebum's room door. "Jaebum hyung?" He called but received no answer. He knocked again and this time the door opened with such a strong force. "H-hyung..." The only word that came out from Jinyoung's plump lips. He was confused as he saw Jaebum with a few bags hanging on his shoulder. Jaebum sighed. "I hope you guys do well without me." He said and left just like that.

"What's that?" Jackson, the noisy member of the group asked. Shocked was written on everyone's face. "I don't even know." Jinyoung said. "Is it because of Jaebum hyung came late to the fansign again?" Asked Yugyeom, the maknae of the group. "Maybe.." Bambam replied, the cute member and Yugyeom's best friend. "It can't be. Jaebum hyung has a full schedule yesterday that he didn't have time to come for the practice and he has to practice alone until midnight. He was super tired." Jinyoung said. "He doesn't even have a proper meal." Youngjae, the group golden voice added. The others nodded again. "It's the company fault, why are they kept blaming Jaebum?" The eldest, Mark finally spoke after a while being silent.

"Hey! What are we doing? We need to find Jaebum hyung and bring him back. Let's go and find him." Jackson said and went to his room to take his cap and mask. All the members agreed and did the same. "But, guys..." Jackson suddenly talked before they all going out. "What?" Jinyoung asked. "Jaebum hyung left a message that sounds more like a warning or a threat." Jackson said and showed them a piece of paper that he said he found on his bed since he shared the room with Jaebum. "Aish~ he went too far this time." Youngjae suddenly blurted out. "Did you just swear to Jaebum hyung?" Yugyeom asked. "Oh, I'm sorry I didn't mean to. It just comes out so suddenly." Youngjae said covering his mouth afterward. 

"Eyy hyung~" Bambam said and chuckled with a soft hit on Youngjae's shoulder. Jinyoung took the note on Jackson's hand and read it. "Guys...don't even think to find me anywhere. I'm not going to come back! Don't risk yourself for me or this group will disband in the near future. I know that being a successful idol is you all dreams. So, don't throw away that dream just because of me. I'm just a black hole for you guys. So do like we always did." Jinyoung finished reading the note. "What black hole? We are nothing without him!!" Mark said. "What is this kid talking about?" Jinyoung asked as he ruffled his hair frustratingly. "Eyy~ he deleted all his account before and now he is running away!" Jackson said as he sat down on the sofa lifelessly.

"What will he do outside there? Dancing is his dream. He loves it so much that he doesn't even take care of himself." Youngjae said. "I can't imagine what would my life be if I'm not singing." He added. Jinyoung sighed. "This is his dream too." He said. "I think the company is too much and the haters too." Mark said. "Haters are everywhere and always there, Jaebum hyung is better than to be down like this. It's not even like Jaebum hyung." Yugyeom said and Bambam nodded. "What do we do?" Jackson asked. "I'll talk to the director tomorrow. For now, let's go for our dance practice." Jinyoung said. "No. I don't want to go. This comeback will be nothing without Jaebum." Mark said as he went inside to his room and followed by Youngjae.

"I don't want too." Jackson said and about to go to his room. "Jaebum hyung just said that we should not do anything stupid!!! We should not risk ourselves." Jinyoung shouted but ignored by them all. "Hyung, are you still feel energetic to go to the dance practice? We don't. Sleeping is better." Yugyeom said and went inside his room with Bambam leaving Jinyoung alone at the living room. Tears started to fall down from Jinyoung's eyes. "Do you guys think I like it too? I just think about Jaebum. He will be so mad if he knows we being such a rebel." He said as he cried. "We feel helpless." He said in his sobs.

!#$%

"Jaebum?" A woman voice greeted him in front of the door. "Eomma." He said. "Oh it's really you. Why are you here so suddenly?" His mom asked with such a lovely voice that soothed this boy's sorrowful heart. He hugged his mom tightly. "Why with you? It's not like you. Are you really my son Im Jaebum?" His mom asked in term of a joke but the boy suddenly burst in tears. "Eomma. I'm sorry, I really am sorry." He said and his mom fell in shocking silent. She slowly patted his son's shoulder and stroked his hair softly. "We will talk inside." His mom said and they went inside the house.

[ sorry I didn't update this yesterday. It's because there's something happens in my house but all good things don't worry :) enjoy!!]