Just wait on it

€uck that #itch

I'm Tay (Taylor) seventeen light skinned smart but fat which is no problem. I have no issues with my size people have the issue. It's not like I'm nasty with a stank definitely not. I am just round but beautiful. My problem is love I want it, I want to feel it to touch it, I want love to put me on the wall with my feet in air and make me....ugh never mind got a little carried away. Any who I am from the south were girls run half naked and will do anything strange for change at least that's my point of view. It's all most summer and yeah big is Beautiful but I want to wear what I want without any issues of muffin top or belly overflow. I haven't found any thing or person for motivation,well except for Zay he is the definition of fine he's light skinned 6 foot 3 inches,tats, Christian, loyal,honest,sweet, with a Columbus short face and Chris Brown smile yummy. The only problem he is my sister's best friend they have been tight since the sand box days. He and my sister May (Mayla) stay together in an apartment near there collage as roommates. It makes me wonder how they aren't together or always fucking but any way. I want him but he doesn't notice me ,the girls I've seen in his cars yes cars he got guap , working two jobs plus reserved army brat and has a body like Jesus (like the one grandma got in the kitchen ). Any way theses hoes I mean females in his cars are like skinny, long legged, snakes with good weave and clothes but five dollar pussy. These girls are no wall,no filter,no education type females and loud as your cousin's speaker system. So one day I am chilling in their apartment and this girl veronica (that's what her Hollister name tag said) busted through the door screaming about how she was pregnant and he the daddy and he need to start paying up because haven't had her period in two years,so stupid ,Zay came out his room confused as hell and told her he only got head each time they met up cause she said she don't cheat and sex is cheating. She thought about it and her whole emotion changed and started screaming about why he hasn't called her,I got up and went to May 's room laughing hard as hell. After about thirty minutes Zay came in May 's room with a mean look, he got all in my face. I had to admit it scared me but he was sexy as hell walking to me all slow with his eyes full of life and pants a little tight in the zipper area if you know what I'm saying. He got so close I could smell his Colgate mint fresh toothpaste,and eyes that strangely had a goldish brown tent which was so sexy. I didn't notice his hands slowly creep from up my thighs to the sides of my breast and then I was to late,the only thing he said was "what was so damn funny TayTay" for some reason say my name by Destiny Child's played in my head an I was like ooh daddy. All of a sudden a grin took over his face and he attacked me with all his strength and all I hear is the door closing an Mays hair out the door. oh snap oh my goodness why is Zay tickling me I can't control my laughter and we're in this room allow. Thank you Lord. ZAY ouch! I can't believe this boy bit me. He laughs at my pain and says it doesn't feel to good does it. I thought for a sec and thought of a plan for his ass. I began apologizing for laughing and pull some fake tears. Zay melted like butter his face was so sad I felt kind of bad but got over it. he hugged me and wiped the tears away and our eyes connected his for a moment I felt something but started laughing when he apologized for hurting my feelings. He seemed confused when I called him a punk and pushed him but he didn't budge. We sat there on the floor slowly moving to each other with desire my heart was pounding and my thighs got hot along with my face. I felt a little moist downstairs and I think he noticed I was nervous but shook the feeling as his hand went to my stomach I stiffened but loosened after I looked at his eyes they look as if he was in admiration or a liking of some sort of liking. I was finally a milimeter away from his round, plump,angel soft lips. As soon as we almost made love with our lips May over protective behind comes in talking loud as hell on the phone to Rashawn her boo of the month and Zay's best friend. Zay and I separated slowly going unnoticed in her gigantic master. We sat there just looking at each other like the what the hell just happened face.

Last night was the best sleep I have ever had. Dreaming about what could have happened and knowing what did excited