Authors note: This is for my first and best friend on wattpad...HAPPY BDAYYY OLD MAN!:D..since u have been asking me to write for soo long now and I felt like it..here goes..:P
Anger.
Disgust.
Confusion.
Hate.
And pain.Lots of pain.
I could feel the dull throbbing inside my head and pain all over.I was lying on the ground with blood running down my face.I could feel it.Taste it. I wanted to throw up but I couldn't move.
"Megan!?"
It was Cody.
"Cody." I mumbled."Cody. Help me."
His face was the last thing I saw before I slipped into the darkness.
*••••••••****•••••••*****
White,bright lights. Clean smell of antiseptic. That's what I saw and smelt as soon as I opened my eyes.
"Megan! Thank god!"
I turned to look to my right to see Cody running towards me and hugging me.
"Cody.Cody.Hes coming."
I whispered.
"Shh.No one is. It's only me." he said rubbing my back.
"He tried to rape me Cody." I choked. A few tears escaped and were running down my cheek.
I heard him inhale a sharp breath before he spoke again.
"It's ok Meg.Tell me. What happened." Cody said.
I dint answer. Instead, I wrapped myself tighter around him.
"He tried to rape me. I should have listened to you Cody. I'm so sorry." I cried
"Meg. Tell me.Please." Cody begged.
Thats when all the memories came rushing back. Everything.
I was back in the room again. It was late. But I couldn't sleep. I could never sleep without Stephan near me. I had been waiting for him to come.
"Hi love." a voice whispered in my ear. It sent shivers down my spine. He had always had this effect on me.
"Hey." I whispered back breathlessly.
I turned around to look into his beautiful blue eyes.
"Hmm..Why so late?" I asked.
"Mmm. Stop talking." he said nuzzling the side of my neck.
I giggled like an idiot and bit his lip. He looked at me with such lust in his eyes that I found myself going breathless.
I just leaned forward and kissed him. He deepened the kiss and rolled on top of me. It wa like this everyday. He would sneak into my window and we would talk and make out for hours before we finally fell asleep.
But today, he was too rough. He pushed me back in the bed an starting ripping my shirt off before I could push him off. And that's when I felt the emotion I had never felt when he was near me. Fear.
"Stephan. Stop." I croaked.
He growled. "No. I have been waiting for this way too long."
"Stephan. It's only been 6 months since we started dating."
"I don't care. I am going to take you whether you like it or not."
"Stephan. Please...." I whimpered.
"Ooh. Are you scared?" he asked. His eyes were dark and cold. It was blazing. I had never seen him so angry.
I couldn't answer. I just nodded. But, instead of bein g the nice guy and comforting me, he had slapped me.
And then Again he started kissing me. This time it was rough an hungry. There was no love. I felt used and dirty.
I felt violated. Disgust was the only emotion I was feels g at that time. And so I punched him.
"How dare you?" he roared.
"Disgusting." I whispered.
"Shut up." he hissed.
He starting beating me up. I tried to fight but he was too strong. When he was satisfied, he said.."well, now that you are going to die. You will never be anybody's." I could hear the hatred in his voice. And with that,he just dissappeared.
I was back in the hospital. In codys arms. He was still holding me. I had just told him everything. I felt numb. Cold. Unwanted. Weak. Tired.
"Meg?"he asked concerned.
"Cody. Please. Let me go. I want to sleep." I mumbled.
"Ok." I heard him sigh.
And again I slipped into the darkness.
